and then, smiling to yourself as you fold it back neatly the way you found it. and then, going on to do your online proj that is a waste of time, every important thing suddenly seems like a waste of time. and theres this funny feeling on your face, its like a cramp, but it doesnt hurt. the slightly tightened muscles, and eyebrows, in a weird position and i feel my dimple, then i realise, even as i'm going to sleep,