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Friday, November 30, 2007
she was my alarm today. . and i didnt even count on it. woke me up 2 hours earlier just to talk, and it left me sitting there, too awake to return to sleep. It felt wrong, yes it did i jumped up when i saw your number on the screen after that day i thought it'd be the end, i really want u, just as a friend. HAAHAA! lookit that! it rhymed!!! -okok i made the last line rhyme. . but the rest. . . i didnt plan it. . hehe!! yeah um. . . today's gonna be a looong day 1st-goin joel ong's hse for an ENTIRE day o fun!! evan's guys all gonna be there!! wheee soccer, swimming,PS-2 u name it. . we'll do it!! hehe 2nd-matt's chalet!! heh. . cal, guan hao, everone's gonna be there la! wheee yep!! sunday too!! -RUN 10KM -LISTEN 2 MR NIC! -BUT MP4 AHAHHAHAHAHAH wheeeEeEeEe! Thursday, November 29, 2007
wow 2day was uber fun really. . but 1st. . Your in my heart, theres no doubt, for you girl, i'd scream and shout. This troubled heartache won't go away, maybe theres things that i just need to say Just take me high, take me in, Cuz your my will for me to swim. I dug deeper, underground, just for treasure that cant be found. But to me i knew your worth , was not one i found in the earth ( weird. . still working on it) If I wondered what was real, I'd think back 2 how i feel, when i stared into those eyes, knowing you'd lead to my demise. With such grace i cant deny, If this is wrong, THEN SCREW WADS RIGHT. LOLOL. HAHAHS.s. . i figured it got too mushy. . hehe. . didnt want 2 make it a sick sick poem anyways. i'm gonna make that into a song. . but not yet. . soon. . when the time comes. . i'll do it. . . okok. . well. . the thing is. . i felt. . alert. . so. . i just wrote whatEVER . .and i mean ANYTHING that came 2 mind. . didnt even edit it la. .hahas. . yeah. . i mean every word there though!!! hence i didnt edit it at all. .hahas. . ENJOY!! OKOK!! BACK 2 TODAY!! went out with Leo and 2 st gabs guys 2day. . 4gt their names tho. . xiew kun. . and 1 round dude. . nice looking guy. . pleasent. . i'm sure he's quite like me. .heh. . um. . yeah. . so. watched KINGDOM and. . oddly enough ( when ur nt expecting ANYTHING at all. . . . .. . ) THE SHOW RAWKED LA!! WAH LAO EHH!! ahhah. .yeah. . super super!!! heh the crazy islam freaks. . QUITE a sad ending. . but still. good show la!!! yeah. . . nice war scenes and all. .hehe. . ALOT of Isreali crap la. haha. . WE'LL KILL EM ALL so. . yep!! watched alr. . went 2 pool at kovan. .lingx,yy mi leo and wayne cass ps.. HAI anyhoo. . played lousy 2day. . .horrible really. . felt bad dat lingx lost when she partner me. . . hmmmm. even wayne was tyco-ing his way thru the game la. hahah. . yy played super good too. . . heh too bloody cold la. . lingx took my t-shirt woah! hahas. . no la. . . den i won her in 9-ball!! haha. . . anyhow play til left 1 ball. . heh. . den hit it in with 1 hand sia!!hahas. . suprised me really. . . didnt really intend 2 win her at all. . accidentally wan. . . haix. oh well! pool alr. . went 2 eat at hg plaza. . . makan-ed and went 2 cass place. . . where. . the rest played monopoly 4 awhile . . .well. . i left the game cuz i figured it was exhausting 2 play with 7 ppl. loL so joined wy in the room la. . fun! talked and msn-ed. . til. . THE REST GAVE UP!! MUAHAH! see?? MONOPOLY IS BEST PLAYED with a SMALL grp of PPL! hhehe ANYHOO. . ok la. . they came in and started with black jack la!! hahas. . played money too!! cass sumhow convinced us that it wasnt sinning if it wasnt an addiction . so .. OK LOR!! WIN LIAO LA! gamble we did!! haha!! wheeee!!! ended up. . the only ppl who ACTUALLY won were me and leo. . hehe.. he gave chance when i became banker la!! gosh. . wad a bro! heh yeah. . so. . after playing went 2 eat supper. . . den. . used my winnings 2 blanjah all of them drinks. . .and the worst part. . NOT ENOUGH MONEY AH!! WAH LAOS!! haix. . basket. . $5.30 la!! ZZZ WAD SIA!! hahahs. . but it was cool!!! worth it la!! was just me, leo , lingx yy and wy only la. ..so. . ok lo!! den. . once again. . UNKNOWINGLY, we talked for DAM LONG LA!!! wah i never knew we would last that long. . but. .hahah. . fun. . i've made THE DECISION that its pointless to nt be yourself being yourself. and. . yeah. . cuz leo is DA BEST BRUDDER IN DA WORLD. . he lent me his bike. . to cycle home since it was alr 3.30am hahas. . we rawked la!! and. . um.. . hmmmm. . yeah. . . dats abt it!! WY SO NICE LA. . asked if we reached home safely!! HAHAH THX SISTA!! u rawks! NITE!! watch family guy. . DEN TIDOH! gosh im happy . ..2day super fun la!! wah.. . . hours spent with ppl i love, would be what i'd never trade away. Tuesday, November 27, 2007
3 hours on the phone and another 4 hours on msn. both with the same subject and leaving me more confused than ever. . but it did help and i dunno wad 2 to do now. 7 hours of talking 2 two girls. wow. Sunday, November 25, 2007
YAWN. its 3pm . . juz woke up. .heh. . hmmm. . slept late yesterday. . but. . well. . . was a pretty good night. . . i slipped on my running shoes. .and ran . . i ran far . . .and quite wide too! haha.. . . yeah. . i wanted 2 test my limit. . well. . more like. . gauge my standard for the upcoming 10km run la. . .juz. .a . . . test. left the house at 1am yep. . so i ran for 44.34 mins la. . . but the sad part is. . . i dunno my dist.!! argh hmmm. . i ran. .erm. . from my place 2 florida. . den 2 um. . lingx hse there. . .den. .home la. . . i did realise that when you concentrate real hard on .. . um. . . ur driving force. .. it will. ...erm. . spur u on in a way. . . gosh i did push my limit i'm sure. . there were times where i was running so slow. . it was like walking. . den. . sumhow. . my speed came back!! hahas. . wow. . whciked!! okok .. den. . ya la. . i mansged to run all da way lor. . quite ok la. .. maroon5 songs were playing in my mp3. . nt bad !!! but lyrics pretty sick tho. . eeew okok. yeah. . dats abt it. . came home and watched avatar and tv. haha. . yeah. .den slept at 5 la. . hehhe. .yeah!! I will not cry about it I cannot live without it Every time I wind up back at your door. And I get scared the moment you leave, Until it gets so hard to breathe. That inspiration, the driving power, Unknowingly u saved me in my darkest hour. hmmm. .yep!! i came up with those as i was running . .hehe. Saturday, November 24, 2007
yesterday was funnnnnnn hehe. . erm. . i'll sum it up fast cuz i'm super tired. . heheh erm. . hmmm. . . met up with ESH, Jamie, Yuh-Yang and Shawn!! okok. . den. . went 2 Bugis rite away!! went 2 seoul garden!! waay crazy us. . SUPER FUN SIAA.!!! OMG. . now then i realise. . HAHAH. . HEHE whooooo okok. . den. . ate like CRAZY!!! didi take lotsa photos tho. .SIGH. . . but did take a few. . den den. . erm . . after eating like crazy. went to change esh's pair of black crocs. . into. . . RED CONVERSE. . OMG LAA!! RED wrong colour siaa! CONVERSE!!! its like. . DAT DAM PRETTY GIRL AT TP WHO WORE IT TOOO!!LOLOL!!!! hahhas. . thats how i found her!! LOL. . check the floor for red shoes. .hehhe. . . WHOOOO -she know my name too!! BUT ANYWAYS. . . back 2 the RED conVeResE!! haha. . den den. .. erm. . . i think shes rather happy with the shoes la. .hahah. . can tell. . but. . least she likes it so much more than CROCS. . pPFFT!! HEH!!! den. . went 2 . . erm. . where uh?? esh's hse after that. . played Shawn's PS2. . den. . dats all la. .haha. . Jamie came over after sleeping darn long at home. .hehe. .den. . watched tiew tiew tiew!! TRANSFORMERZZZZZ. .robots in diguisee!!!@!@!~!~~! HAHAHS. . RAWKED la!! REALLY COOL CRAP! den. . yeah. . PLAYED MONOPOLY!! GOSH i lub dat game. .haha. .addictive yo!! hehe. .haha. . den. . er ...hmmmmm. . . in a way i won la. .hahs. . den. . headed home la. . . hahahs. . ate dinner there too!! i'll put the pix another day la. .ahhaha. . .Y-Y's pretty cool la. . and to esh. . I'M NOT gonna turn gay. .dunt worry. . LOLOL!! HAHAHHS OKIE!! BYEE!!!  oh-oh-hor-i-for-got-a-bout-to-day's-post!!! 2day was spent entirely with loe. . hence. . . WELL SPENT. .hahahsh erm. . . met up with leo. . took mrt 2 Suntec 2 collect our packs for the Stand. Chart. Run la. .10km. . OMG LAA. .wah laooo. . siao wan. . ITS A WEEK FRM NOW!! im soo nt prepared!! LOL. . okok. . gotta train 1st thing tml. . . den. . collect liao. .went 2 CLARK KEE 2 find PEI PEI!! den. . ask her abt a job. . budden. . its. . um. . TOO TOUGH SIA. . hahaha and i dunt speak 2 lao ah peks. . hehe. .haha esp in CHINESE. . wah siao ar. . expect mi. . ME. . 2 converse in madarin to the taxi drivers of singapore??? ( telling them that they can get pree petrol if they buy blah blah blah) hehe. . anyhooo. . erm erm. .. yeah. . den went 2 . . WHERE UH. . . OH!! POOL AT Hg plaza!! hahsh. . wheee!!! RAWKED LAA. . .GOSH!!! I LUB POOL SOO MUCH!! HAAHS. . oops! anyhoo. . well. . Cass, Leo, JOEY! , yunyu AND lingx. . hahs. .yeah. . den. . um. . played like. . DAM long laa!!! hahas. . but rawked really. . hehe. . leo got much better really. . can tell VEH easily. .hehe. . Cass. . . well. . . nt her day. . JOEY and YY got SUPER GOOD LA!! wah lao. . but as they improved immensely, i suddenly started 2 miss every ball . . . weird eh!! dunno wad happened la!. .haix yeah. . den. . went 2 watch yy cass and joey eeat. .hahhas. . lingx went 2 meet sum friends la. . oh well!! den. . talk talk talk. la!! hahahs. . . super funny. .and. . yeah. . FUN DAY!! HAHAS. . . planned 2 go home. . . change and go run. . . -cuz not enough time 2 prepare 2 the 10km run. . . BUDDEN. . leo called mi nt to. .so. . . TML RUN LA.!! HAHAHS wheeee Even if we're miles apart, I'll keep you deep inside. You're always in my heart A new life i may start, You may be leaving but you're always in my heart Wednesday, November 21, 2007
pfft. . your call was 2pid. loL. . . kena suan til. . . OH WELL!! for ur enjoyment. . i shall put aside all my pride ( if theres any left) okok i feel rather bad for nt joining wayne for red camp. haix. . quite sorry, . but i not feeling dat good.. . . -nt that im sick tho. . . okok. . i stayed up all nite la!! was. . kinda. . dreaming. . only thing was. . i was awake. . and.. . it was like watching a story in my head!!!omgomg. . shall tell it now the red camp's at ian's school la. . den. . i DREAMT that he was beaten up by 4 guys ( LOL) den. . dunno why. . i turned into. . a HIRO!!! no laaaa well . . i juz. . fight them la!! hahas. . how funny is that!! den. . . i won!! whee!!! YESSAAAA okok. . den. . well. . this part was in a bus. . . i was like. . . I HAD A GIRLFRIEND LOL! haha!! BUT. . . i was. . spending ALL my time with her la!! like. . bring her go watch movie. . . go walk walk. . ( i nt sure wad couples do la ) den. . . i wasnt spending time with my closest peeps. . its like. . she was my EVERYTHING. . . when any peeps asked me out. . i was busy. . cuz ALL my time was spent with her la. . .den all my friends started 2 stay away frm me. . .and. . yeah. . WAD A LOSER I WAS LAAA -in my dreams la ddddd but. . i didnt see how she looked like. . HAHA! still. . wow. . GIRLFRIENDS SUCK LA. . take up all ur time. . yeah yep! these two songs almost made me cry laa. . they were sung at steve irwin's tribute been looking 4 them for super long. . yay WOW today was SUPERLY fun la!!! no kidding. . heh spent the ENTIRE day with leo la!!! wah lao. . . how can one's day be better spent eh! okok. . first, morning went 2 hougang 2 put flyers with leo loL. . when doing with him, i put it super fast la. . . well. . more like. . spurred on cuz of him. . in a way. . hahs. . . much better than doing i alone anyways DEN. . . after doing those blocks, welll. . . went BADMINTONING!! WAH LAO!!! SUPER RAWK LAAA leo kept wanting 2 pair up with me, and. . though we lost,. . well. . the confidence boost that it gave me was immense really. . hahs. . gosh!! we ALMOST won kelvin and friend la!!! hahas. . . their super good really. . heh lost by 1 point. . but. . super fun la. . everyone played super seriously la! but dats a good thing la. .hahs. . when playing with leo, the pressure can either break u. . or spur u on. . . well apparently, it did both!! hahas. . . he rawks la. . loL!! okok. . den. . lingx and yy came 4 badminton after their camp!! yay!! hahas. . . alvin, kevin and 2 friends came too la ( 4gt the names) den wy left early, and cass joint us for dinner sia!! ahhas. . . okok. . den. . erm. . after dinner. .went home with leo cass and con. . well. . went 2 cass's place. . haha. . put our bags, den continus putting flyers. . wheee!! yeah.s. . ahahs. . . fun fun. . did abt 100 conmbined. . nth much. . but. oh well!! den. . rest at cass's place. . whicked fun. . con was super funny. . satr wars monopoly was fun too!! hhahs. . i sure do hope cass won when i gave her all my property tho!! hahas. . uncle cut fruits 4 us. . den i had 2 go. . haix. . . rushed back home 2 sign some insurance stuf frm aunty lina. . she's pretty funny and nice !! hahas. . . signed lotsa stuff la. . . continuously summore. . hahas.. . shes got like. . .5 daughters? DANG!! hahahs. . single mum summore. . WAH LAO. . POWER DE MAMA okok. . well. . yeahs dats it 4 today. . whicked fun. . leo rawks la. . hahs okok. .yesterday. . hmmm. . erm. . . went shopping with Jamie and shawn!! hahs. . pretty ok la. . long time since we met up. . . bought Esh's present!! heheh. . hha. . . hope she likes it sia. . . 1st time i take so long buying present for her. . and 1st time i took effort and time into making a super nice card 4 someone la. . hahs. . . yeah . . if she dunt like. . HAIX. . . hehe after buying. . met up with wayne and headed down to cvss where we saw sum performances for some teacher who was leaving cvss la. . hahs. . mrs ONG . . heh. . didnt know her but. .heck it. . . we. . claire was there. . played piano while lingx and yy sang. . LINGX LINGX SANG SHE SANG SIA!@!@!@ lol. . oops. . heh. . yeah. . pretty cool. . she didnt on her mic till there was only like. . . wad. . 2 mins left in the song. . haha. .yeah. .. heheh. . yep! went for pooling session with cass, claire and wayne. . heh. . . leo came along and so did cass's dad. . SO COOL SIA. .hehe yeah. . SUPER fun. . .made 2 super shots dat cass saw. . . hehe. . gosh made my day. . . even cass was crazily on form. . wah lao. . . shes MUCH better la. . last time cant even hold stick. .now. . wah.. partner with me. . i not scared 2 lose la! hahas.. anyhoo. . was fun. . . and. . i've been searching for some ppl frm TP. . lots frm the dance group. . . i SWEAR dance is SO cool now lar!! wah kao eh! i'll upload the routine we were made 2 learn in the 2nd day of TP Rawks. . hehe heh. . and. . THE RAWKING OST of. . . . THE SECRET!!! hahs. . i'll put it at the side bar! okok. . found this blog. . from one of the TP dancers. . OMG cool!! hahs. . i soo love dance. . gosh. . im like. . GUSHING. . WAD EVER la oko. . link! JUN WEI'S bloG yeah. .i find it awesome. . . ( use Internet Explorer 2 View!) heh. . dats abt it!! WAYNE made me, leo and timo go 2 RED CAMP tml. . . zzzz. . juz when i'm TP orientated haha. .but. . i'll go juz 2 help him with WL! HAHAHS. . .okok nitez alll!! wow. . SOO tired. . . but contented. . . i love love love . . .erm. . the ppl around me!! Saturday, November 17, 2007
i was thinking if i should make a post on the last day of TP-Rawks. . . cuz.. . well. .. had mixed feelings about the last day . . . didnt know if i should feel happy or sad . . . felt a lil confused really . . the camp felt like. . well. . . how do i begin . . . it did feel good to be known by the leaders. .. haha. . . walk anywhere and ppl knew my name . .heh! it did help that i went on stage. . . XD now. . the very sad part was that. . . well. . . I'd prolly never ever get to see these people again. . . yeah. .. . -im suprised i thought of that . . yeah. . . what if we never meet up in the future? wow that'll suck. Even the hip-hop team of TP knew mi and jumaeen la! their so whicked cool!! haix. . . just thinking of leaving them made me quite down. hmmm. . . theres something that happened that im nt sure if i wanna remb either . . . -note 2 future self -read draft of this entry dvvdvdvvdvdv yeah.. . . hmmm .wad else on the last day? had a long talk with sum1. yeah. . . but it left mi a lil lost and confused. . . so.. yeah. . . gtg. . . . church. . blog later. Thursday, November 15, 2007
gosh im uber tired.. . but sumhow i feel that i fi dont blog, i'll fforgot what i did yesterday and today. . hahhs. . DAY 1 Went into TP with anticipation mainly cuz i wasnt sure if i could make it in la. .. jumaeen followed mi there. . with wl too. . and. . well. . we were told 2 spend 45 mins outside where i wondered if there were any vacancies for me and jumaeen la. ..and. . yay there were!! hahas. . so. . went into RED team!! wl too!! hahas.. so. . yeah!! rawk!! la. . go classes here and there. .. walk walk walk. .painted patrick! but the pic was lousily taken la. . hahas. . . so. . . went 2 check out design school. .booring really. . . den. . I.T school !! hahas. . rawk la dat school. . .. got a super fun and gay leader there. . . fun guy. . .act gay and all. . hahahs. . super sick!! hahahs. . .whoo!!! i took 2 vids. .made 3 guys gay too!! they went up 2 dace and alll. . no point telling u like that. . so i'll upload soon!! den. . . ate lunch. . . I.T school let us play cs!! whee!! and OMG. .hahahs. . super fun!! played 3 games. ..TOP SCORER FOR ALL GAMES LAA hahahs. . really!! wheee. . .rawked la. . den. .erm. . had lunch in the plaza. .. heard this korean star sing. . den. . . the best part. . DIANE screamed my name from sumwhere in the crowd. . LOL. .hahahs!! she soooo high la. . hahs. . ran 2 mi take pic too! !!!hahas. . cool eh!! - i lacked the courage 2 do likewise. . .. and. . MASS DANCE RAWKED!! LOL!HAHAH really. . . den. . funny part. . the dance. . no one wanted 2 be paired with a stranger. . so. . . the 7 girls from sks came 2 fine mi and jumaeen. .hahas. .cuz. . . we 2 were the only guys frm skss. .hahahhs. . . not enough 2 go around. . . so. . danced til late. . 7+. . . den. . wl had 2 rush off cuz she kept yy waiting for DAM long. . so. . mi and jumaeen accompanied her la. . . -he didnt wanna leave so early really. . so. .left lo. . she went 2 meet yy . .while mi and ju went 2 makan . .hahas. . den headed home on 22. . talked a HECK lot la. .haha.s DAY 2 okok. . bro outta toilet. . . rush rush okok. . erm. . wl didnt come for TPRawks. . .cuz. . she had 2 shop for her prom stuff . . ahahs. . so. . . ( didnt really feel like going la) but. .jumaeen liked the camp. .so. . went la. .ahs. .. fun fun. .went there. . . in the auditorium. . . Diane called mi la. . . super funny!! ahahs. .den. . she camp all da way 2 my sector 2 talk la!! AWWWW!! so. . .loL. . talk talk talk. . .till kena scolding from the leaders. . LOL. . . den rushed back 2 my sector. . basket. . . so strict sia. .. ahhas. . . fun tho. . . anyhooo. . . went 2 games straight away. .. den. . played the log games. .the masss skipping too. . hahas. . quite ok la. . . fun fun still. . den. . erm. . . lunched. . . den. .. erm. . . HMMMMM. . . wad next?? went 2. .. erm. . . DANCE!! OH YA. . HAHAHHAHAH OMG WHICKED!! they made us learn HIP HOP. . i soo addicted. . ( nt really). . well. . SO COOL LA. . hahah. . KENA SABO go up 2 stage 2 dance. .den. .. HAHA. . CROWD LOVED MI!! hahahas.. won meself a $10 voucher. .ahahs. . WHEEEE and. .. rested. .. . erm. ..CAPTAINS BALL!! omg. . i caught everything la!! hahahahs. . everyone said i rawke!! wheee. . .den. . hahahs. . won myself a pink bear!! LOL. . . .hahahs. . .jumaeen wanted it frm mi. .LOL. . but. . NUH UH. .. . wait long longs. . hahahs. . OH OH . . DRAGON BOAT TOO. .OMG. .NEARLY 4GOT. . . RAWK LA. . . chun leng and matt were there HAHAHS. . rawk i tell ya. . RAWK RAWK. .SUPER FUN!! its sooo gonna be my CCA la!!! --sad trainings on sunday. yeah. . . den. . mass danced summore. . den. . . er. . SUPER FUN MASS DANCE!! HAHAHAHS. . i ran with the dancers!! so. . everyone hi-5 mi as if i was famous!! LOL HAHAHHA FAKED THEM ALL!!! WHEEEEEEE DEN DEN. . . erm . . yeas. . . dats all. . went 2 makan with Jumaeen. . . Zoe, Janet ( new friends in a way) and MATT !! whooo. . scarily buffed guy. .hahahs. . . cool dude nonetheless yeah/ . . OMG FUN DAY!! HAHAHAHS GLAD I WENT!! yeah. . . tml's badminton b4 TPRAWKS !! ahahs. .yea!! wheee!!!! hahahs. . nitez all. . Wednesday, November 14, 2007
haix. . mixed feelings now really. . . gosh i cant. . erm. . . im soo confused. . but. . erm. . ok. . wait. 1st TPRAWKS really DOES rawk!! like. .wow wee!! tml's day 2 of tprawks. . and. . erm. . hmmm. . its gonna be games all da way. . . wl's not gg tho. . hahas. . shopping for prom stuff i guess!! oh well . .okok. . super tired la. . will blog abt it tml!! Whee i took pic with DIANE LEE!! ^^ cyaa Sunday, November 11, 2007
Your Call There i was with my guitar, thinking of how lovely u are. But when my phone rang all i did see, was your number on my caller id Was this a mistake, could it be a joke? What if i answered? then started 2 choke? My voice sounded croaky, I'm sure u could tell. Even my knees were shaking cuz i was scared as hell. By talking to you, after time, your voice it seemed, was so devine. Time stopped moving, the clock hands stopped. The moment i picked up the phone and we started to talk. The end was coming this i dread, but your words were still swirrling inside my head. But as we hung up, I put down the phone, I didnt find myself quite alone. Held my guitar again, now smiling with glee, the super lucky guy, I think he was me. yesterday was a super super good sunday!!!! really!!! gosh. .. i was. . filled with love. . . people around me. . eveerywhere!!!! hahas. . yeah. leo prayed and i WAS moved. . . evan prayed for leo,me,wayne too yeah.. . whicked. . . and. .erm. . .okok. . slacked after service cuz the gals were SO busy with pst sl's meeting. . . -why all gals sia. .. anyhooo ( nt bothered . pfft) . . so we went back laa. . . yep. .. went home. .. watched a LIL bit of fantastic 4. . .then. .um. . . .with my DISCIPLINE ( which my mum sorely lacked) we went swimming la. . . . not good tho. . dissapointing cuz i expected to improve. . . 14 laps in 30 mins. . . haix. . . wayne can do 30 in 30mins la. . LOL. . i THINK. .hehe yeahs. . . dats abt it. . . erm. . yeah. .nth more. . sry the poem took so long. . was halfway thru it. .then my dad ask mi scram. . . haix. . yep yep!! AND QUIT ASKING MI WHO ITS 4 LA. . . juz. .. erm . ... .um. . . hmmm. .. ...enjoy. Funny Baby koped from wayne's friendster Wednesday, November 07, 2007
juz got back from chalet. . okok la. . fun still. . . well. .least the Lord kept us ALL safe. . anyhooo. . i was thinking of a poem and i made this. . i promise it wasnt kope-ed When i with her, i'm just not me, its clear to all, cuz all my friends can see. Every act i do, is something like a lie, i'm clueless to that , and i really dont know why. I dont want this feeling, dont want to be fake, but giving up's a gamble i'm sure i'll never take. But your my inspiration, one i cant do without, I'd swear i'll never leave you, if u would hear me out. It really is quite stupid, someday that i will see, the hopeless naive dreamer, that lives inside of me. so i've ran outta words to say, i think i wrote alot, cuz when i'm feeling useless, your really all i've got. I've really gotta go now, its too late it seems, for you i'd lie awake all night, till i see you in my dreams. -gosh i regret typing that out. oh well. . . juz committed suicide didnt I? -will blog abt chalet later!@! -EDITED- okok. . b4 i go nite cycling. . . heres wad went DOWNNN yesterday, met up with leo, wayne and con and headed 2 city hall. . . met with cass. . then we 5 went shopping for wy's present la. .. 1capo and 1 guitar stand. . hah. . cant put da price anyhoo;. . . we then headed down to the chalet la. .. .put our stuff there. . den went 2 play pool. .hahah. .wayy fun!! kinda. . haha. . . taught con teeney bit la. .. . nt bad really. .aheheh. . den. . . go makan. . had 2 cook for them la!! pfft. . but it was coool!!. .. den. . . talked for darn long. . super super fun la!! hhahas yeah.. so the super bored grp of us. . . ( all church ppl actually) went 2 the beach la. . . slacked and talked and all. . hahhas. . fun fun!!!! i guitar all da way. . . whee yeah.. thats abt it. . cass's dad den fetcheed us back la. . and in my emo/tired/bored/high mood. . . i wrote that poem. . .hahas. . . cycling!! whe3e3e3e Tuesday, November 06, 2007
omg omg ooh ooh oooooh SHE CALLED MEE HAHAHHA WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE -bye . . ... off 2 chalet! oh dang. . . i'm so pissed. really. i typed for an HOUR. really. . . and i lent the com 2 ugin. . . and. . . he uses til it dies. . .and i lose everything. . hai but he just said sry. . i just got scolded for washing the dishes. . . cuz it was ugin's job. . and. . . outta pity. . pure pity. . . i did it. . . but. . heck. . . God knows why i did it. ok. . . i'll try to recap. welll. . . this exam period. . i kinda think that. . . i've. . been a pretty good son brother friend yeah. . . my current positions anyway. .hahs. . yeah. . i figured that. . . why NOT be good? glorify god. . wadever it takes. and. . i realise that. . i'm not as jovial as i should be. . seeing that it Is the first day of my freedom. . somehow. . after such a long wait for this day, it just doesnt seem very exciting. . . even books arent that cool anymore. .. oh and.. .i just stopped blogging to help ugin find his hp. . which. . i presume lost . .. gosh. . what an arse. . . but without even being asked to, i stopped blogging and got up to help him search for it, just to ease his anxiety. didnt work did it? pfft. couldnt find it. . and wad does he do? ruin my entry. RAR -haha gay anyhoo, i was soo extremel bored outta my wits, that i almost died so, in desperation. . i took the bike for repairs. . stopped biking in. . . march? i did this major fall. . t'was crazy really. . . crashed the bike and all. . soo. . was time to fix it. . i felt. . . it WOULD aid in my plans to desperately lose weight wouldnt it? so why not? so off i went. . ( nice story really) i got outta the lift, and tried to ride the bike, but it didnt budge . . so. . oushed ALL the way to the shop. . pretty far actually.. . and i had to wait for the arse of an uncle to finish his dinner. . i was thankful that the shop was open anyways. . . so. . . the bike got fixed. . paid the $17. . left. . and. . cycled happily away . . and went along the main road. . planned to cycle to Hougang. . -lovely place really anyhoo. . . cycled. . then the bike just Auto-braked and i ALMOST toppled over. . gosh. . a tad scary . .it was.. . but i didnt fall. . turns out the rear wheel had jammed somehow. . . pretty stupid really. . it wouldnt even turn. . and i had to half-drag the bike all the way back to the shop. . made me regret riding so fast. . . had to walk further went back. . . was wondring why this was happening . . but. . no i wasnt sad or anything. . juz curious into why God would make my bike stall and all. . . funny thought really. . so i went back. . fixed the bike. . . and cycled past a donut shop, where i skidded, did a double take. . and bought an apple flavoured one!! haha!! yeah.. . went back. . just in time for the 9pm show!! yeah. . . glad i fixed the bike. . now all i gotta do. . is ride and ride and ride. .. hahaah yeah!!! to-do list!! HOLIDAY-TO-DO-LIST
yeah. . thats about it!!! i'll add to the list i'm sure!!! hahahs. .yeah. . gotta run TML CHALET -super random really. . . . . ( gosh i 4got that i took science MCQ today) cvss bda gals' chalet. . . weird. .. anyhoo. .wayne, leo and casss there. . SURE fun la. . yeah. . nice song. . super nice. . . but. . . nah. . nice song. . haha this isnt me, even you know it. |
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