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Wednesday, June 30, 2010
ok so i havent been posting my recent, um activities. haha. so i shall recap! but first, text count,2429 my outgoing, 3 hours. 47min met up with weiren and hong chow from ai tong xiao xue. oh gosh it was very nice catching up, HC's in army, he went for $3000 surgery courtesy of the SAF and weiren, well He's in OCS, and quite matured actually, telling me all about how he went to brunei for jungle training, caught live quails and pulled off the necks, and yeah, ate them la. haha so cool la. really wanna be an officer lol. resspect. probably the two closest friends i had in primary school. but hong chow, definitely the closest. school has been okay, tutorials, getting better, results, well ive been getting straight B- ahha. so there, yeah its 1st july. yay happy birthday shermeen lim! funny why i wish ppl when the only ones reading this are, heh my loyal stalkers. so today, DB training, and a long day of LOMe proj. friday, day at mark's place. i'll bring camera la. and sat, training, tapering down ( cuz polites nearing) and and, well. hopefully, toy story, ( oh ya i can pay for it myself) heeeeh. yay. something wrong with me again, I can be happy, smiles, then one small tiny thing like, ( i cant think of anything right now) will get me down. so weird right. so, not me. I'm not like this, ever. when i smile, i always mean it. but usually, well. in school, that isnt the case. only in school. I thought someone will be there, so teach me, what to say, do WRITE. but no, sometimes, all alone, in the dark, stumbling, and nearly falling. I wont say falling cuz, i've yet to find the bruises. and now theres no one there, so, whats enough? whats too much? am I holding back? am I just a joke? am I just something for you to laugh at? no I'm not, cuz no one takes me seriously. but when you're insignificant as me, you just want to be heard. Tuesday, June 29, 2010
sneaky-ish fun. :D Monday, June 28, 2010
 IM LOOKING FOR THIS. PLEASE SOMEONE, ANYONE???? I WANT IT. BADLY. such psychological influence, goes a loong loong way. Sunday, June 27, 2010
wah she's quite awesome eh. <3 http://funzu.com/index.php/crazy-pics/most-beautiful-and-most-sexual-people-2010-04052010.html ahah gosh they look good. BOTH GENDERS. Will I close my eyes? Will I hold my breath? Will you hold my hand? Will you speak of love? Will the Will it be like anything I never felt before? Will we be down for a little more one thing I - I know for sure. HAHAHHAHA omg sia. omg siaa. I'm :$ and my heads spinning. in my head I'm constantly going, what just happened? i had a, you can call it a vision. maybe its something i want so much, it played out in my mind. and i saw it happen. so i'm gonna fin my work and learn a song. Saturday, June 26, 2010
hi. didnt go church,didnt go training. so I'll study, and run. make the most of today. I saw a moon yesterday, a bright pretty and round moon. and I thought I could share it. but ian took the car. =.= TDL Lome Apel3 Human Resource Friday, June 25, 2010
training was DAM tiring, DAM rewarding. and rushed to my phone to reply many texts. and got home, GRIN. meeting ai tong friends later. im not sure how to feel. days been good so far. SO FAR. lost my fave pen. got C for transport paper. im DAM sad. really DAM sad. Thursday, June 24, 2010
i wanna. inbox ALWAYS full when im sending an impt text, and i wait stuidLY for so long, dying for the reply thats never gonna come. tsk my phone. haha. so random right. training, was aight. routines? i think not. these never get old.  im sleepy. and i wanna, um. do stuff that i, erm. i wanna. i wanna. Wednesday, June 23, 2010
lovely end, so a nightmare beginning. haha lovely, thats the word. after trying to recap how my day was, i realised that when the hours feel like minutes, then, I can feel it. I'm caught in the in between the phrase keeps playing, the happy ever after. and one voice will whisper out, how hard you try, it never really matters. lol i just came up with that. HAHAH. yay. the sleepy, drowzy, fuzzy brain can come up with many weird rhymes. i love that. anyways. how to describe today? no roller coaster. just a gradual down---->UP a favourite feeling is now : the wind in your hair, my heart on the stairs. Tuesday, June 22, 2010
i can tell im tired and sick of QM, just by how many cookies ive eaten. im about to finish the entire tin. I wrote an entire paragraph, but I cleared it, cuz nothing I say now, is what I really really really feel. this sucks. I am so tired, that i got angry at myself. today is messed up day. im angry, stressed and very very tired. bad bad mix, what am i still doing here. ruined an okay day. oh gosh joey. what you doing? Monday, June 21, 2010
Always the small things, like $1 coke. =DD the fool inside, the one who feels too much. sleepy in school, and im alone in the LOM lab, i like this feeling, but it feels like peopl are staring at me all the time in school. Sunday, June 20, 2010
hehe i like this song. the lyrics so, hmm. well i might mean it sometime next time, but not now haha at 2:26 WAH emotional. hehe I WAS SWALLOWWING MYY PAYNEEEE. haha. candice zhe zhe bought us a choclate pizza from paris! haha so cool. and yeah, i have no desire to eat it. hehe      i realised, that i can smile at the smallest things. and subconciously, it stays there on my face, then my muscles get used to it, and its not until someone tells me, then i'll be aware of it. i guess deep inside, i've always been a happy person. like, genuinely happy, always, but now, more than ever. Thursday, June 17, 2010
I think I tried defying gravity, and it appears to be working. oh my, lovely song. I do believe I've been changed for the better, and because I knew youuu, Ihbcfg. its not the ______ or the _______, or even the _________ that gets me. its talking. exchange of words. how simple, how easy to overlook, yet such an integral part of everything now, and to come. i know that im sure of things, then how come after every conversation, i get sure-ER. it kinda doesnt add up. it really is easier with you. keep it easy and simple. play from the heart. (kobe bryant) today was mega epic day. its so awesome yet i dont wanna type in out. maybe im tyred. HAH and maybe. oh nevermind we F4-ed, we ate, we ice screamed we jump shots and I realised how people can change me. can make everything better, to make me feel like, at the END of the day, God does come through. when God puts something so wonderful and perfect and Beautiful in your lap. you dont ask why, and you dont regret everything that has happened, cuz I know that every little thing has added up to this. shawn and eshlyn, oh gosh they said such nice stuff, like. just sincere words la. then, made me dam happy. yeah. haha I'm missing them already, believe it or not. so ya. my swinging arms reflect my =D and I cant hide my smiles, so I cant hide what I feel. I'm happy, hopeful and as always looking forward to the next day. (photos i cant post yet) Wednesday, June 16, 2010
I dont like the way the new blog skin shows "i" with the DOT and so I will have to type i properly from now on. this is bad cuz I and very lazy to type i properly. but I have to, cuz I am a tries-very-very-hard-to-be-perfect person i get scared thinking of where im at in school, in life. my position, my responsibilities, ALOT of responsibilities, its not ALOT yet, but still, more than i want at the moment. i hate holidays cuz they build up so much pressure to do well in school. its good la, but still, why do i feel this only during hols and not when term starts. I, was looking at anime stuff in pageone, then then, i thought of pokemon and and i thought of dev law. and and i realisedd. im MISSING my obf. hahaha! awwww there, i said it. skipped training today, but made it up with badminton and drills that leo taught me. omg leg burn. DB shd learn from the track team, and we'd be soldiers already, top strong,bottom sturdy. haha! i heard caps angry. heh heh. so YESterday, it was tiring, training was okay, vivo was lovely really, the starting part. only the starting part. planning for shawn's was tiring? and oh so draining. sad too. very. but the end was nice. kinda nice? i hope it was. cuz it was was it? AHAHA. so tomorrow is F4 day, yeah. i'm hmmm quite excited la, definitely right? heh for now, right now, its Y&M so many words unspoken too many things unsaid. but something this close to the heart has gotta be worth the wait. Tuesday, June 15, 2010
i, it was 1.41am and the stupid radio DJ wasnt helping the situation. The lame joke was omg torture, but still i did it. took me two weeks to man up. haaaa. yes 14days. and so ya. its the 16th. after 7d and 1w, finally, cold turkey day. in riddles, rhymes and candlelight, i think anything is possible, once the moment's right. -from 6 secs ago (doncha think so?) Monday, June 14, 2010
so far, we are, so close. Saturday, June 12, 2010
Fun and funnier, the two made a pair. And in the crowd of thousands, they were the only ones there. The grey skies cant get me down, cuz inside i'm smiling. When this will end, it wont, cuz i'm praying. I hate matches were the score is a draw, so i love fact that ours is 6-4. yesterday, there was this park. with a huge field. and ALOT of horses. WILD HORSES. and right there and then, under the hot sun. magic happened. there have been times, that i feel so lost, so clueless of what to do. like, whats the next step? where do i go from here? i know the path has been planned out, and im not without a gameplan, if thats the word. but still along the way, i'll question my steps and actions. cell group. i learnt a few things. but the most impt point. live with objective. make every action count. EVERY action must have a meaning. walking in truth. whats that?? whats walking? its moving forward. its taking a step and followed by another. whats truth? God is truth so whats walking in truth? taking steps, making decisions and making very deliberate actions in life, and each and every single one must glorify god. that way, god will be beside you, walking with you and thats it. simple. Friday, June 11, 2010
i remebered this. well, cuz i knew it was apt. and i could relate to it now. now. from date night Claire Foster: "You read it, you read the book." Phil Foster: "Of course, I read all of them" Claire Foster: "Why?" Phil Foster:"Cuz it matters to you" haha omg la when i watched that part. Phil Foster: "I'd do it again you know? Us, you, me the kids, all of it. I'd do it again. I'd choose you every time." http://vidbox.net/file.php?fd=5226535 just in case you wanna watch it. heh the ending was, it reminded me of someone. Thursday, June 10, 2010
i cant remember a thing i said last night. it was a think it? say it kind of thing. it was like my brain was lazy to filter out the right from wrong things. good thing theres chat history. and if i didnt mean it, i wont say it,although John Mayer told me that its better to say too much, than never to say what you need to say. haha somethings just cant wait. somethings, i cant wait to say. but the issue now, is something i cant, can never let out. haha my blog is riiiidiiiculerss. i must watch enchanted really hehe thanks mummy.    tried taking a pic of my red havs, but the blood was kinda the same colour? haha i THINK i kicked a huge concrete block while texting. and so. i didnt feel a thing until i saw red stuff in the lift. then, my first thought was SIAN. blood. TSK. haha not even bothered abt the pain. happy day though. OH HAPPY DAY. haha. park benches have become, oh my word. haha. gosh whats become of me. i love talks. long talks, talking and walking. i also love the silence. when no words are needed. I've never been this, or anything close to this. For now, its the last line of the chorus. Tuesday, June 08, 2010
oh ya hor. Happy Birthday Lhy. its magical, this love bubble. HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHA. im exhausted. both physically and everything else run here and there, and everywhere, and i got SUPER hyped up, excited, ( skipped a little even) and then CRAZILY disappointed, and then, hopeful, then hopeless, THEN SUPER HAPPY AGAIN. omg thats why its exhausting. too sleepy to do into detail, but the process was just as much fun as the end product. XO. and then, well trainings gonna be hell. hehe. but im ready for it. lol, its hard not texting you, cuz i was off with my malaysian gal, so you were completely not on my mind. NOT. HAHAHA You know i'd do it all again for you -We The Kings Monday, June 07, 2010
smiling and grinning till no end. i checked my watch in the movie, cuz at 1.15am, i wasnt sure if i was imagining things, or if time had stopped. hehe. <3 Sunday, June 06, 2010
er aiyo. sian. ruined. wasted. gone. mei you liao. but a glimmer of hope remains. heh heh. present shopping tml. Friday, June 04, 2010
WAH SO MUSHY. HUR HUR. sry i really did (* still do) feel that way. sometimes i feel like im holding back, when im not. and just one day? one whole day? i'll make it unforgetable. ;D to keep you smiling every moment. cuz i know that'll be more than enough for me. today, was a great day. Thursday, June 03, 2010
ive got to learn to pace myself. not actions, but inside, emotionally. this isnt a race, but the distance will be long, and the last thing i want is to slowly run out of stamina and burn out. sooooo, how do i slow down when im already running so fast? sat- morning training, ( yay get to row again) , then head to mayybbe barrage for touch ( means i gotta bring ball and paddle, weird), followed by, home? then Holland V, party at Oosh, dont know where, never been before. but hopefully i'll be driving, makes things much easier. ok i just googled oosh and its dam atas. hehehehe. so im worried abt dressing, cuz i think, there'll be er-hem. media coverage. die la. and sunday- Touch attach @ NTU. movie with Kyra, aveling, johann, hopefully, thought i got this feeeeling, that, they're gonna bail. and its gonna be just me and kyra watching prince of persia. just a feeeling. and monday. oooh gosh monday. ok back to mugging, LPCS, you weird weird paper. ive spent 10mins looking at bbs. and. haha making long term plans. loool. hehe. AND SO, wow they look good. aesthetics dont hurt.  oooooh. purty  so weird to be looking at phones, since, after all, there HASNT been a more awesome phone in the history of phones since  where is God? you better find Him soon, cuz the path youre on, isnt the one intended. 45.45 phone call. HAHA. i'll blog proper when im done with my LPCS paper. i love walking, but more than that, i love walks. i feel kinda restricted in this space, ths blog i mean, cuz i cant say what i really feel. not yet at least. you make me smile many many many. :D Wednesday, June 02, 2010
thank you, for brightening up any situation, its as if nothing can get me down. the joy inside, only gets stronger. curious, how this feeling works. but since its here, i'll remember every little moment. kinda quite sad now, cuz of LOME results. aiyo indeed. im tired, and sleepy and now bad results. i got a C. omg a C. =( but tml will be better. im sure. starting with macs. im going to blog bout my sundown, and my june 2nd at 12:41am. soon. Tuesday, June 01, 2010
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