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FUNKY-CHICKENS! guitar PRAISE!! cleanstuff oddee contra this is why you're fat leenks geekologie acidcow boreme Archives September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010	Friday, July 30, 2010 the candles, one week ago. it doesnt feel like it, at all. today was neeeh, okay la. nyp tennis, nice, boring, exciting, sleepy, tiring, raining, bag was put on the floor. =( it was, sigh, just an okay day, TP tennis, resspect. fun bunch, thats all. school was juat okay, lunch with jun xiang and yeah, training later, at 8.15am. then cell? and hoprefully, festival of praise. but F4 bailed on me sad. yeah, im sleepy and drained, bummed, and sad when i heard about the mac. didntdaretobelieveface. night guys. not looking forward to tomorrow. VERY not looking forward. Wednesday, July 28, 2010 but seeriiously, that ray of sunshine, through the dark sky, that bit of blue, when clouds block out the light. YAY. free ap from Ian. he's going into army tml, val doesnt seem too sad. they had a funny argument, it was so cute and haha. aiyo everything they do, im like, awwww so adorable ( thought they both be older, still) i will AWWWWWWWW, then, awwww MAN! cuz i'll constantly be reminded of my current, um, situation. hah when my iPod's ebuddy, Blackberry's WebSMS computer's MSN Messenger all connected at once, theres that ( TECHNICALLY NOT A VOICEE, but STEEEL) that ___ inside me me saying, it still not enough. today was fun, STARHUB WEB SMS!! HEHE I'll I'll, MAKE A SHORTCUT THERE.<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<< and yea. goodnightt! ( oh ya, school was okay, no lessons I just went to eat, sleep, eat and wake up, LUNCH ( no studying in between) with tessa, talked, shared stories, and then, er. texted non stop. and then, er. and then er ( so fun to type and then er) well, candice came, read a little, fell asleep woke up, ATE AGAIN. and then studied PROPERLY but dam little. then went to run and stuff and I kinda lost my shoe, someone threw into cupboard for me. soo nice. and then. heng la. i must say that im thankful that i kinda almost lost my shoes $400 ( 235 for shoe, the rest on the in soles ( half flat foot, now you know)) and ya. Im sleepy not prepared for tml. DIE. OH WELL. I AM THE. THE. HONOLULU MOON. cuz I'm hanging on to the thought, of seeing you realll SOON. GOON RUNE LOON WOON VROOM POON RHYME LIAO, I WANNA KOOON. wah lyrical. heheee. so NOT. Tuesday, July 27, 2010 i give up really. everytime i try harder to save stuff, I end up losing everything. just lost the msgs from the past two days also. wah laoo. bb. tsk. i think, sooner i get my new sim card, the better. MUST make it a habit to only use iPod's ebuddy only when ultra tired, other than that, always msn on my com. I'm sleepy. today was a nice day. tomorrow, guitar to school, choose song to play on LOM day, and study LOME and yeah. HR presentation. yep. easy. today's photo shoot was nice, with ah ma. haha school was okay. missed lecture, but had lucnh with candice and DEV. and then, hmm lecture was fun, very not serious, more like playing with candice and devien the whole time. fun. oh and for those who havent, yeah. anayways, sad cuz of my texts, and that i cant save them, but i'm trying to do it with the desktop manager. haha I'm keeping it, till the moment I need it the most. soon though. The Noisettes cover 'When You Were Young' by The Killers in the BBC Radi... Monday, July 26, 2010 ( oh and today, it was raining the whoooole day) even when it stopped, it still drizzled all the way I thought the rain stopped, but it didnt really go away. good inference skills would tell you, that it reminded me of me. worth staying up for, each aggoonizzing ( okay la wasnt that bad, but it wasnt easy, just saying) minute that I was kept awake. but I prolly couldnt sleep well without constantly checking my ipod anyways. so yeah all worth it, it made me smile, despite everything that the 26th has brought me through, I smiled, one that I meant. =/ into a =) actually, now I cant sleep. if i was crazy, id wait for that offline sign to turn green. IF i was crazy, and at 12am, I am. OMG i just deleted the chat history in the ebuddy. the hell. SIAN. i feel like jiaying. just not THAT bad. and wah sian. the chat that happened just, what, 9mins ago? GONE. HAI. sighface. oh well least I remb the words. and that it made me happy. not the words that you'll remember, its the emotions that it brought out from you. school was hard.rowing was even harder. too tired. gonna sleep now. sorry I cant be online. Sunday, July 25, 2010 and i'm back from the airport. sent law to school, then dropped law off at seng kang, and that chaobin at seng kang. hur hur. and I was alone in the car. so alone. the hardest, hardest part. was driving past buangkok. I swear, my throat tightened and everything but I think I held back cuz I wouldnt be able to see the roads if I did. heh. and ya lor. Im tired, I made a playlist. Its to get me through this. And I need to diary badly. I need to let go. from yesterday in church " Changing phone, it's a feeling in me, to look through the texts, the oldest, from June 2007, it's reminds me of my experiences, and reminded me of where I've been, how far I've come, really, just by my old texts. My old recordings, and videos, I'll have to review, and I'll save them all up, in church now actually, how the church if Singapore is in a state of slumber. Why?" Hi Lhy, Im gonna miss you when you fly. so yeah. airport now, there is a lack of guys, and Im tired and hungry. but i'll leave when its 10. Friday, July 23, 2010 Facebook Lover (original song by Tyler Ward and Krista Nicole) today, was nice, tiring, but everything always turns out alright. It ALWAYS does, things will mess up, but they'll work out. =D cute thats all, Thursday, July 22, 2010 oh but the thought of sunday does make my smile inside. disspointed. in what, ive no idea. like suddenly cannot smile. maybe too tired? maybe im missing something. i shall drown myself in work. and play and fun and avoid the unavoidable. besides, this is pretty bad timing for a mood swing. so gay. oh the bright side, mum says im gonna get my today. yay? i was in bed, thinking what it would like to have a new phone, in like, 4 years. and the only thing i could think of was. liddat lor. wts man. what wrong with me. okok i'll go do tutorials. Tuesday, July 20, 2010 sudden rush of good awesome news! ( that I have been headachING over for the past week) YAY thursday malaysia trip cancelled. yay free and easy, and by then, HRM proj would probably be wrapped up. actually, I shd be wrappin it up now. ( my part) and tomorrow, no yog rehearsal yay haha. makes me dread rowing. anyhoooo. hrm time! vehluckystoos Monday, July 19, 2010 school was odd. sneezing and the hard knocks. oh well. bruises fade. I'm listening to Gavin Degraw's new album (Y) classes were lousy. studying and laughing with candice. funny. barely studied. well got la. but simply didnt need her help. not really. its quite easy. too easy tml's gonna be sneaky test day. bused to serangoon after studying, dinner was wonderful. simple and hmmm cute, funny, chubby, circled specs, broken arm, and FAT. but most importantly, I felt special just going through that album. privileged. apparently, its either my study notes, or me, that attracts cockroaches under the block. definitely the notes. heh. I I I I I have SO much to say. SO much, Im bursting. Its like gas, one moment, its inside of me, the next, its all gone. I'm so gassed up. School's gonna get busy, I'm not gonna have time for anything theres HRM proj, theres tests, theres YOG training, theres the diet, and then theres whyyoyou Sunday, July 18, 2010 Hi, fast fast post. past 2 days, awesome, sat was F4 celebrating Jamie's birthday. heh I'll post pics, but after I'm done with HRm, which is, due 1 week from now. hai 1 week. okay, we had picnic at the beach, was fun. real cozy and smoky and most importantly, heart warming. heh smoked salmon, satay sticked-hot-logs, and perfect marshmallows. then, shawn drove and dropped me at. hougang. yeah. then parents fetched me home. okay next. sunday! oh gosh. how to say. went church with Lhy. the end. =DD how long more? do I have to wait for BlackBerry Bold 9700 hai 1 week 7 days too few hours. I'll be a sad sad sad dead dog 7days from now. yeah, 1 week from the exact moment I'm typing this. wont even have the mood to go to school. OH WELLLXZXXCZS. just listen to covers over and over lor. BO BIAN. teee hee. Saturday, July 17, 2010 yet another ground rule, when im on my bed about to sleep. these weird things hit me. sleepjoeysleep. Thursday, July 15, 2010 check not yet not yet check check not in sweats yet. going to not sure all the time check. I was afraid of that feeling, the dread and the, aye, that feeling. the one you cant run away from. So, ( now i realise) that I tried to escape it. I piled work on top of myself, keep myself so busy and so occupied, I wouldnt have time for a breather. Project, training, Gym, home, projects. But, between all of that, there will always be that lull, where theres a silence, and I'm alone, and I'll start thinking, and its unhealthy. oh and i hurt myself in gym. i think, i tried new things, there was a point, where I did heavy, just to prove that I could, now my wrist hurts. hai. i cant grip properly, my pull ups are lousy too. haha, got loads to catch up. ok, i digress. my planning is good though, by the time I get to the sad part, I'm too tired to be sad. haha. its okay, just 2 more days. =D bluestripes. smile for the world to see, you might trick yourself into thinking youre happy. Wednesday, July 14, 2010 i miss the church girls. haha least ive got lotsa of pics. Tuesday, July 13, 2010 I've got to, um. get my bearings right. after polites, i feel like, I, like my compass is spinning wildly. I'm walking in circles, aimless, knowing where i want to go, not knowing how. and many bumps that ive tripped over, such as, well deadlines, important dates, mostly boils down to lousy planning. I need sleep, yet i dont. I'm gonna have to diary stuff down. this blog is old. heh. I'm not worried. not one bit. Peter Pan and Wendy turned out fine. ok here comes that hard part, it wont be easy, but still, an experience. warm turkey. heeh. Monday, July 12, 2010 BEST Saturday, July 10, 2010 Old Spice | Questions Old Spice | The Man Your Man Could Smell Like race was okay. um. i need my touch back, to keep my thoughts before they fade into yesterday. i was trying to keep my and i couldnt because. Wednesday, July 07, 2010 oh i know already. it was turning your frown around. it made my :/ into a :) into a :D I'm in the omg polites are coming, and i'm dam scared. mood so odd, spain match started, yay i know they gonna win ( pleasE) and today was. alright i guess. until the tingle. gosh. so unfair. i was, squirmish. lol. the happiest part of my day was, er. i dont know. it keeps changing in my head, so i just wont say Tuesday, July 06, 2010 Hannah Montana/Taylor Swift musik video - Crazier a selfish ______, to hide you from the world, and keep you minee ohh minee. - Philosopher joey. HAHAHAHHA HAHA. HRm driving me nuts. it isnt supposed to be this hard brightter than sunshinee, I'm yours and suddenly your minee. - Aqualung help me find myselfff, just like how i found youuu - Aj Rafael what i would do, to be there with you - Hoobastinks. ha. ha. geddit geddit? ( i dislike this song) so close, so far. ahhahaha. the DB quater master called me fat. =( Monday, July 05, 2010 why is my head spinning? why is everything so blur? i thought talking it out would surely make me better. how is it i fell nothing like that? why dont i feel better? and why why is it worse? i didnt think it'd be like this. annoying feeling. not guilt not anger a mix of both. dinner was nice. made everything better. always does. Saturday, July 03, 2010 friday was a lousy school day, transport was difficult, and crappy cuz we were juggling LOMe project at the same time. ok so i was looking forward to mark's house thingy all the way. it was more of a shiny light at the end of a long day. had fun there, wii-ed talked, blow wind, blow fan, slept ALOT ALOT. haha.aaa. not. and then, well ya la. really FUN. no pics, sian. i even wrestled. gosh. scary. and ya la. SNUG, thats what it was. hehe so everything that is nice and <3. and it ended with a major headache for the next day, quite a mess that i have to clean up, but havent got down to actually doing it. sat- training, home slept, Toy Story 3, BEST TAU HUAY EVER. (really WAH LAO) and then, umm. more details in the little brown book. was nice day. in short. nice ONLY. I'm losing myself in you, but I don't mind, but I'll be getting to your heart, one lie at a time. ( HEH HEH I THOUGHT OF THIS! but obvioussly, not appplicable?) Thursday, July 01, 2010 you led, I followed. the feeling of reading something heartfelt. and then, smiling to yourself as you fold it back neatly the way you found it. and then, going on to do your online proj that is a waste of time, every important thing suddenly seems like a waste of time. and theres this funny feeling on your face, its like a cramp, but it doesnt hurt. the slightly tightened muscles, and eyebrows, in a weird position and i feel my dimple, then i realise, even as i'm going to sleep, the smile is still there.
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