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Thursday, September 24, 2009

went driving, had a good lesson, learnt some good stuff, um.

went gym with eugene. haha hoorible.

and lastly, collected pay with candice. then caught The Ugly Truth together. haha it was nice.
popcorn, with Maltesers. haha! taught her how to deposit money, then, took 53 home!

haha long bus rides back to serangoon. hmm been having that peretty often.

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

had driving lesson. I DAM HAPPY I CAN DO NICE ( but too fast )U-turns heh.
driving was nice. had a nice sweet meal by myself at lor ah soo market. an old couple thought i was an overseas student. until they tried speaking chinese to me. haha

ok then went straight to PS, went out with GABRIEL, JEM, WEI WEN, HOW AND J.M

haha played @!#$ GAME. and was fun.
good bonding.
HAHA

then, hmm lets see, we walked all the way to WIZMA, went to sony for a while,
walked to ION, ate BK, walked to 109, took 109, talked on 109, and 109 reached seranngoon interchange! then walked home. haha yay wee. good night.

tml, movie with candice!

Sunday, September 20, 2009

thanks! to,
the 59 people who wished me on FB!
heh ok so heres the break down
1st day
well the first day was, ian and val, helping me to set up everything la, pretty hard work, the bbq pit, the raw food, making the salad! oh gosh, had to chop soo much stuff up! tiring work! good thing i had val there to help. haha then mum and aunt jenny went to get wings and satay and stuff. oh and ian helped start the bbq fire and whoa helped cook the whole night! haha so grateful i is. ok then guests started to come! first was the boaters! then shawn, shermeen and Jamie! THEN AUNT FLO AND FAMILY~ haha.
had to take raymond (captain)'s car to go fetch uncle victor and ah ma, but by the time we reached, mum fetched them already. was fun la. took pics, kena creamed.

wow i kinda forgot the minute details.
cream was nice first was the face, so i couldnt see. (ps it didnt hurt)
second, the right ear, so i couldnt hear from the right
last, the left ear. making me blind and deaf.

worst part, couldnt see my cake. really really bad. i wanted to grab the last person cuz that person was laughin like crazy. anyhoo, faster washed up and started eating la.

haha talked to shawn they all cuz i was afraid they'd be left out. haha glad jumaeen made it! oh then ah ma and aunt flo's family left, ok so basically EVERYONE went home already.

leaving the most awesome four, me, leo, eugene and derrick. HAHA. what fun we had. ok we, wii-ed alot! then, um. played as if in a sauna. crazy hot. so, WENT FOR A SWIM. LOLOL. pool was closed la obviously. but still, we went in, all in our underwear! HAHAH. was whicked. fun, guard came. WE ZHAO. LMAO.

WENJING CAME AND LEFT! HAHAHA BF = big big arms. WHAO NELLY. heh then leo had school, but me, eugene and leo talked about movies all the way till 6pm.

HAHAH bonding. then uncle gene came to pic leo, derrick left at 10am, and i slept till 2pm. haha was awesome, at 5 plus, AVEKANG AND GANG CAME! oh and eugene left for training. OH THE SECOND DAY STARTED ALREADY. haah i forgot. ohkay, so aveling kang came, with phobe, yiyang and his bro-in-law. haha pretty whicked. ZARA and the wine was awwwsome. heh. went out to E-hub, got bubber tea, (oh gosh aveling i still owe you $$) went back, matthew wong, derrick and marcus were there!

haha so lotsa guests came, but the foood was latee! candice arrived with aloy and fan! ahah. hmm so food came!! haha whicked everyone started eating, then um. oh i went to get yufeng and miss alison cuz they didnt know how to come. =)

cut cake! got creamed again, and. ahah that was it! jacky came with joann! whooo well everyone left, i walked dion,yanling and the st gabs out then when i returned, all had left!

haha oh well. hard to stay there with everyone! oh then yufeng and alison went home, heh both cabbed back la. then then, um. left me,WINNIE, marcus, leo,derrick, jun xiang, timo , sam fan and aloy! haha so we talked, bbq-ed, ate, and opened my presents at night!

haha. yeah. the next day's cleaning up was horrible. took so much mental to get up and clean. thank god mum and dad were there. haha. yeah its was amazing. loved it.

will never forget it. XD oh and to wenyan,cass,joey,yunyu,wenling. I DID NOT FORGET YOUR PHOTO. haha! XD

end of 1st day.

SECOND DAY

love, its everywhere! haha ive more to type but, IM TOO TIRED. this post took an hour! ahha i tried my bes not to miss out anything!

best vid of ever.

Saturday, September 05, 2009

i think i have throat cancer. i've never ever had a sore throat that IS so so so bloody pain.
every time i swallow, i have to tense up my whole body, and shut my eyes.
thats how bad it hurts.

eating hurts so much that after my first mouth, i'll lose my appetite.
thats how bad it hurts

i cant talk either. vibrations from the throat will just stop my words in their tracks
thats how bad it hurts

for almost 2 whole days, i've been stuck at home, -dont get me wrong ive no wish to leave my sanctuary. but still. it'll feel nice to be missed. nicer than what i feel now.

Thursday, September 03, 2009

i almost cried in the bus today. no shit. fer real.

thats cuz i read this.

"HE REAPPEARED, AFTER an eight-year absence, at my first college game in the spring of 1968, sitting in the front row of seats just left of home plate, from where he could best see my form.
I will never forget that day. It was a windy afternoon and the sky was a gunmetal colour, threatening rain. I walked to the plate. I dont usually look at the seats, but for whatever reason, I did. and there he was. His hair was grayin at the temples and his shoulders seemed smaller, his waist a bit wider, as if he had sunk down on himself, but otherwise, he looked the same. If he was uncomfortable, he didnt show it. Im not sure i;d recognize my fathers uncomfortable look anyhow.

He nodded at me. Everything seemed to freeze. Eight whole years, I felt my lips tremble, I remember a voice in my head saying"Dont you dare, Chick. Dont you cry, you bastard, don't cry."
I looked at my feet, I forced them to move. I kept my eyes on them all the way into the batter's box. And i smacked the first pitch over the wall."

haah i was like. WOW. just. a BOOK almost made me cry. A BOOK.
Mitch Albom. he the man.

Wednesday, September 02, 2009

well i had a dream. pretty scary really. ok it involves, a girl called C. so lets call her Girl Named C. ( GNC)

ok i had. something wrong with me in this dream. so i was gonna die. it just was so. i was gonna die and o the next day, i had an exam. so i was like shd i go for the paper of shd i do something more usefull? ya know, the exam would be a waste of time see.
so i asked all me pals out.

so somehow the guitar that i borrowed from wayne was there. and i passed it around the table. and everyone was merry. so i was sitting with GNC and my dude pals. since i was gonne die tmrw, i wantd so badly to hug everyone and tell them that i'll miss them and stuff ( i was probably crying in my sleep cuz it was such a sad moment)

so so, this old man. he returned the guitar, it was damaged and string broken. and then i grew angry. -which is odd, but remb this IS a dream.
then i wanted to hit him. i really did. but i smiled and said it was ok. then he suddenly grabbed the GNC. and i did get angry. raised fist and i think i actually did punch that man. (funnny how real it felt as if i felt his face from my fist)

then i woke.

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Profile HUH, WHO? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? — I'm fat but hungry Linksys Aaron Amanda Cass Candice(cuzzin) Cheryl Chloe !@!@DIANE!@!@ Emma Hazwan HeiMun Joey (Lady) Juin Ling KahYuen LiLing(HOOR) Marcus Olivia Pei Pei! Phillip Qi Ming Rayson/Ying Hao(cuzzin) SHERMEEEEEN SokLing TRIBE! WanLing Wenling WenYan Yun Yu Yu Heng Zhuo Yun VAL ------ Lhy ----- DEVIEN GLAZE JIAYING WINNIE SOOOO CHYE STARHUB WEB SMS!! BlackBerry Cases CrackBerry NinjaThemes ultimate-guitar! FUNKY-CHICKENS! guitar PRAISE!! cleanstuff oddee contra this is why you're fat leenks geekologie acidcow boreme Archives September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010	Thursday, September 24, 2009 went driving, had a good lesson, learnt some good stuff, um. went gym with eugene. haha hoorible. and lastly, collected pay with candice. then caught The Ugly Truth together. haha it was nice. popcorn, with Maltesers. haha! taught her how to deposit money, then, took 53 home! haha long bus rides back to serangoon. hmm been having that peretty often. Wednesday, September 23, 2009 had driving lesson. I DAM HAPPY I CAN DO NICE ( but too fast )U-turns heh. driving was nice. had a nice sweet meal by myself at lor ah soo market. an old couple thought i was an overseas student. until they tried speaking chinese to me. haha ok then went straight to PS, went out with GABRIEL, JEM, WEI WEN, HOW AND J.M haha played @!#$ GAME. and was fun. good bonding. HAHA then, hmm lets see, we walked all the way to WIZMA, went to sony for a while, walked to ION, ate BK, walked to 109, took 109, talked on 109, and 109 reached seranngoon interchange! then walked home. haha yay wee. good night. tml, movie with candice! Sunday, September 20, 2009 thanks! to, the 59 people who wished me on FB! heh ok so heres the break down 1st day well the first day was, ian and val, helping me to set up everything la, pretty hard work, the bbq pit, the raw food, making the salad! oh gosh, had to chop soo much stuff up! tiring work! good thing i had val there to help. haha then mum and aunt jenny went to get wings and satay and stuff. oh and ian helped start the bbq fire and whoa helped cook the whole night! haha so grateful i is. ok then guests started to come! first was the boaters! then shawn, shermeen and Jamie! THEN AUNT FLO AND FAMILY~ haha. had to take raymond (captain)'s car to go fetch uncle victor and ah ma, but by the time we reached, mum fetched them already. was fun la. took pics, kena creamed. wow i kinda forgot the minute details. cream was nice first was the face, so i couldnt see. (ps it didnt hurt) second, the right ear, so i couldnt hear from the right last, the left ear. making me blind and deaf. worst part, couldnt see my cake. really really bad. i wanted to grab the last person cuz that person was laughin like crazy. anyhoo, faster washed up and started eating la. haha talked to shawn they all cuz i was afraid they'd be left out. haha glad jumaeen made it! oh then ah ma and aunt flo's family left, ok so basically EVERYONE went home already. leaving the most awesome four, me, leo, eugene and derrick. HAHA. what fun we had. ok we, wii-ed alot! then, um. played as if in a sauna. crazy hot. so, WENT FOR A SWIM. LOLOL. pool was closed la obviously. but still, we went in, all in our underwear! HAHAH. was whicked. fun, guard came. WE ZHAO. LMAO. WENJING CAME AND LEFT! HAHAHA BF = big big arms. WHAO NELLY. heh then leo had school, but me, eugene and leo talked about movies all the way till 6pm. HAHAH bonding. then uncle gene came to pic leo, derrick left at 10am, and i slept till 2pm. haha was awesome, at 5 plus, AVEKANG AND GANG CAME! oh and eugene left for training. OH THE SECOND DAY STARTED ALREADY. haah i forgot. ohkay, so aveling kang came, with phobe, yiyang and his bro-in-law. haha pretty whicked. ZARA and the wine was awwwsome. heh. went out to E-hub, got bubber tea, (oh gosh aveling i still owe you $$) went back, matthew wong, derrick and marcus were there! haha so lotsa guests came, but the foood was latee! candice arrived with aloy and fan! ahah. hmm so food came!! haha whicked everyone started eating, then um. oh i went to get yufeng and miss alison cuz they didnt know how to come. =) cut cake! got creamed again, and. ahah that was it! jacky came with joann! whooo well everyone left, i walked dion,yanling and the st gabs out then when i returned, all had left! haha oh well. hard to stay there with everyone! oh then yufeng and alison went home, heh both cabbed back la. then then, um. left me,WINNIE, marcus, leo,derrick, jun xiang, timo , sam fan and aloy! haha so we talked, bbq-ed, ate, and opened my presents at night! haha. yeah. the next day's cleaning up was horrible. took so much mental to get up and clean. thank god mum and dad were there. haha. yeah its was amazing. loved it. will never forget it. XD oh and to wenyan,cass,joey,yunyu,wenling. I DID NOT FORGET YOUR PHOTO. haha! XD end of 1st day. SECOND DAY love, its everywhere! haha ive more to type but, IM TOO TIRED. this post took an hour! ahha i tried my bes not to miss out anything! best vid of ever. Saturday, September 05, 2009 i think i have throat cancer. i've never ever had a sore throat that IS so so so bloody pain. every time i swallow, i have to tense up my whole body, and shut my eyes. thats how bad it hurts. eating hurts so much that after my first mouth, i'll lose my appetite. thats how bad it hurts i cant talk either. vibrations from the throat will just stop my words in their tracks thats how bad it hurts for almost 2 whole days, i've been stuck at home, -dont get me wrong ive no wish to leave my sanctuary. but still. it'll feel nice to be missed. nicer than what i feel now. Thursday, September 03, 2009 i almost cried in the bus today. no shit. fer real. thats cuz i read this. "HE REAPPEARED, AFTER an eight-year absence, at my first college game in the spring of 1968, sitting in the front row of seats just left of home plate, from where he could best see my form. I will never forget that day. It was a windy afternoon and the sky was a gunmetal colour, threatening rain. I walked to the plate. I dont usually look at the seats, but for whatever reason, I did. and there he was. His hair was grayin at the temples and his shoulders seemed smaller, his waist a bit wider, as if he had sunk down on himself, but otherwise, he looked the same. If he was uncomfortable, he didnt show it. Im not sure i;d recognize my fathers uncomfortable look anyhow. He nodded at me. Everything seemed to freeze. Eight whole years, I felt my lips tremble, I remember a voice in my head saying"Dont you dare, Chick. Dont you cry, you bastard, don't cry." I looked at my feet, I forced them to move. I kept my eyes on them all the way into the batter's box. And i smacked the first pitch over the wall." haah i was like. WOW. just. a BOOK almost made me cry. A BOOK. Mitch Albom. he the man. Wednesday, September 02, 2009 well i had a dream. pretty scary really. ok it involves, a girl called C. so lets call her Girl Named C. ( GNC) ok i had. something wrong with me in this dream. so i was gonna die. it just was so. i was gonna die and o the next day, i had an exam. so i was like shd i go for the paper of shd i do something more usefull? ya know, the exam would be a waste of time see. so i asked all me pals out. so somehow the guitar that i borrowed from wayne was there. and i passed it around the table. and everyone was merry. so i was sitting with GNC and my dude pals. since i was gonne die tmrw, i wantd so badly to hug everyone and tell them that i'll miss them and stuff ( i was probably crying in my sleep cuz it was such a sad moment) so so, this old man. he returned the guitar, it was damaged and string broken. and then i grew angry. -which is odd, but remb this IS a dream. then i wanted to hit him. i really did. but i smiled and said it was ok. then he suddenly grabbed the GNC. and i did get angry. raised fist and i think i actually did punch that man. (funnny how real it felt as if i felt his face from my fist) then i woke.
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