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Friday, October 23, 2009

dreaeeeeam. dream dream dream when i want youuu.
haha great song.

i had a dream.

oh ok. context.

just finished the Human race. pics and stuff to come.

i kinda wanna do an overview of my week. and of the past week. a TWO week review.
but i lac the time. it'll have to wait. BUT it will be done.

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

stuff im dyin to say, and things that havent been done,
the feeling of being in love, remains on the run.

the words from friends, do they matter?
texts from you, my tummy, it flutters.

verbal speech it seems, becomes a challenge,
its like stuttering, with the churning feeling.
but as the chemicals have been well merged,
i walk away, the moon behind me, its light, taunting.

the rides back, with no pebbles, only stones.
beside you would be nice, nobody likes to be alone.

like, " How you doing?" ( cuz yes, i care)
my thoughts of you, far from scarce.

LOLOL.
funneh right.
art was a horrible experience.
the cute short rhymes. a form of release. funny how my brain gets SO ( i wont call it creative) but so awake, just as i am abt to try to sleep.
haha

meaningless, every single word.
think nothing of them
maybe someday they'll make sense to me,
i might just laugh at my foolishness and childish emotions.
how self centred, how naive.
i feeling of anger filled me. angry at myself. letting my guard down. stupid shit.
yes i said shit.

i was taught to guard my heart.
i forgot that lesson, i wanted to deliberately let someone in.

but God intervened.

Monday, October 19, 2009

i feel like i got duped/dumped/dog-pooed/dingo-ed.

im thinking too much. i KNOW i am.
stupid phase.

first day of school was great. blog a long post soon. just not now.
im emoing
haha me saying that is just, weird.

aiyo.
aiya

i feel a sense of self pity/loathing/(slap u till u wake up ur idea)
ah u get it.

rainy windy day, please go away,
you chased away all my gay.
what you brought was simply gloom,
but i know you'll be over soon.
what i saw, so pretty from afar,
your hurricane, swift, left my doors ajar.
cuz when youre done, i'll need it back,
my heart, if you please, put it back, intact.

Friday, October 16, 2009

how do i describe it.

its like, seeing an EX, with another guy, (TRYING TO IMAGINE)
its like, seeing a kid buying that last toy from the shop

i got real jealous today, and and, the fact that i felt that EMOTION, made me doubt my feelings.
oh syte im not making sense. but i dont care. its abouts mee.

anyways.. worked, was ok la. then chomps. HAHA. so fun. so nice. so, relaxed.
GAWSH. made my day.

and then at interchange, it got not as nice. WHY.
why so, ZHUN. so, um. (lets call it fate)

when you try to forget someone,

you'll see em everywhere.
when you LEAST expect it.

booms.

Thursday, October 15, 2009

emceeeeeee-ing at TP's Logistics Seminar.

COOL, EASY, experience, priceless, the teachers were nice.

tiring, took pics, um um.
fell asleep at the end. then went training, crazy tiring, but ok la. tahan. come home,

saw my timetable, it was CRAP. like. CRAPPP. i wanna change i REALY REALLY REALLY PRAY i can change.

like
I HAVE TO
two 6-7pm lectures in a week IS TOO MUCH.

i WANT U THEATRE. I MUST HAVE IT.

-thanks amanda for tellin me not to huay xin. i had no idea what it meant.

Monday, October 12, 2009

YAY ESHLYN LIM XIN JIE IS BACK! haha. MISS HER LOTSA LOTSA.

heh went to airport after training to fetch her. haha thanks jx for accompanyin me when i had dinner. hehe
was nice la. go there to get her,

ok then went to rivervale mall eat? haha. then esh's mum fetched us home! haha tadah. the end of an awesome day.

tennis, gym( whicked shit good)
training, airport. WHOOOOOOOO.

i wish the rest of this week is as productive as this.

Sunday, October 11, 2009

t3nnis! haha.

well was okay la. heh took patience. playing with parents, well doing anything with my mum and dad. took effort. yeah wasnt easy. but then, these small outings are important la.
its the small things in life that affect the huge decisions.

whoom later gym, sure shag.
and then training, will have to run on mental str. haha.

okie sleep time. heh. took pics. funneh.

ERGH. 2pid pics. cant arrage, or they'll just dissapear. zzzzzzz

sexaye right!

today! gonna

tennis, gym, training
whoo

later, this last week,

lan, go out,
meet diane, jonboy
go out with AVE kang, FEEBS, o candice maybe?

Wednesday, October 07, 2009

my first day with shoes, aight only. haha disspointing, but to be fair, i wasnt wearing thick socks.
movies with leo! jun xiang! justin, AVELING KANGS, and jeremy( dont know him yet) HAHA

was ok la. haha wonder if leo got bored.

but beofre that, came from juniors's chalet. was fun. lotsa cats. lotsa ghosts. heh
went home at 7am, haha met candice, then went home to sleep.

then tonight, after movie, um. pass her something, then homed!

tml, driving, training, frolick. it;ll be aight.

my new fave. this guy is crazy good. im gonna make a vid like this one soon. hahaha. SO NICE. watch this with EARPHONES or headphones. ITS BLOODY GOOD QUALITY

Saturday, October 03, 2009

hotel, BAN-QUATE.

wah hoorible job. i would HATE HATE is, but im only working 2 days, so, great exp!

exposure and experience. hehe

jem was right. humbling. cleaaning people's crap, Taking people's crap. haha
wow hotel wedding dinners. the amount of wastage. is crazy. haha. wen yan was right. food looked sooo good, but cannot eat.

oh but the hygine is ERGGHH. yuck sia. haha disgusting REALLY. still, arms got pretty sore. not easy sia. whoa oh. 1 8kg plate, on 4fingers, stupid job, more dangerous than gyming. HAHAH

FUN FUN. time passed DAM DAM DAM fast, fastest job EVER. no kidding. not EASY, LOW PAY

but interesting.

You might forget

how to breathe

You be the hunter I'll be your wabbit
Profile HUH, WHO? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? — I'm fat but hungry Linksys Aaron Amanda Cass Candice(cuzzin) Cheryl Chloe !@!@DIANE!@!@ Emma Hazwan HeiMun Joey (Lady) Juin Ling KahYuen LiLing(HOOR) Marcus Olivia Pei Pei! Phillip Qi Ming Rayson/Ying Hao(cuzzin) SHERMEEEEEN SokLing TRIBE! WanLing Wenling WenYan Yun Yu Yu Heng Zhuo Yun VAL ------ Lhy ----- DEVIEN GLAZE JIAYING WINNIE SOOOO CHYE STARHUB WEB SMS!! BlackBerry Cases CrackBerry NinjaThemes ultimate-guitar! FUNKY-CHICKENS! guitar PRAISE!! cleanstuff oddee contra this is why you're fat leenks geekologie acidcow boreme Archives September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010	Friday, October 23, 2009 dreaeeeeam. dream dream dream when i want youuu. haha great song. i had a dream. oh ok. context. just finished the Human race. pics and stuff to come. i kinda wanna do an overview of my week. and of the past week. a TWO week review. but i lac the time. it'll have to wait. BUT it will be done. Wednesday, October 21, 2009 stuff im dyin to say, and things that havent been done, the feeling of being in love, remains on the run. the words from friends, do they matter? texts from you, my tummy, it flutters. verbal speech it seems, becomes a challenge, its like stuttering, with the churning feeling. but as the chemicals have been well merged, i walk away, the moon behind me, its light, taunting. the rides back, with no pebbles, only stones. beside you would be nice, nobody likes to be alone. like, " How you doing?" ( cuz yes, i care) my thoughts of you, far from scarce. LOLOL. funneh right. art was a horrible experience. the cute short rhymes. a form of release. funny how my brain gets SO ( i wont call it creative) but so awake, just as i am abt to try to sleep. haha meaningless, every single word. think nothing of them maybe someday they'll make sense to me, i might just laugh at my foolishness and childish emotions. how self centred, how naive. i feeling of anger filled me. angry at myself. letting my guard down. stupid shit. yes i said shit. i was taught to guard my heart. i forgot that lesson, i wanted to deliberately let someone in. but God intervened. Monday, October 19, 2009 i feel like i got duped/dumped/dog-pooed/dingo-ed. im thinking too much. i KNOW i am. stupid phase. first day of school was great. blog a long post soon. just not now. im emoing haha me saying that is just, weird. aiyo. aiya i feel a sense of self pity/loathing/(slap u till u wake up ur idea) ah u get it. rainy windy day, please go away, you chased away all my gay. what you brought was simply gloom, but i know you'll be over soon. what i saw, so pretty from afar, your hurricane, swift, left my doors ajar. cuz when youre done, i'll need it back, my heart, if you please, put it back, intact. Friday, October 16, 2009 how do i describe it. its like, seeing an EX, with another guy, (TRYING TO IMAGINE) its like, seeing a kid buying that last toy from the shop i got real jealous today, and and, the fact that i felt that EMOTION, made me doubt my feelings. oh syte im not making sense. but i dont care. its abouts mee. anyways.. worked, was ok la. then chomps. HAHA. so fun. so nice. so, relaxed. GAWSH. made my day. and then at interchange, it got not as nice. WHY. why so, ZHUN. so, um. (lets call it fate) when you try to forget someone, you'll see em everywhere. when you LEAST expect it. booms. Thursday, October 15, 2009 emceeeeeee-ing at TP's Logistics Seminar. COOL, EASY, experience, priceless, the teachers were nice. tiring, took pics, um um. fell asleep at the end. then went training, crazy tiring, but ok la. tahan. come home, saw my timetable, it was CRAP. like. CRAPPP. i wanna change i REALY REALLY REALLY PRAY i can change. like I HAVE TO two 6-7pm lectures in a week IS TOO MUCH. i WANT U THEATRE. I MUST HAVE IT. -thanks amanda for tellin me not to huay xin. i had no idea what it meant. Monday, October 12, 2009 YAY ESHLYN LIM XIN JIE IS BACK! haha. MISS HER LOTSA LOTSA. heh went to airport after training to fetch her. haha thanks jx for accompanyin me when i had dinner. hehe was nice la. go there to get her, ok then went to rivervale mall eat? haha. then esh's mum fetched us home! haha tadah. the end of an awesome day. tennis, gym( whicked shit good) training, airport. WHOOOOOOOO. i wish the rest of this week is as productive as this. Sunday, October 11, 2009 t3nnis! haha. well was okay la. heh took patience. playing with parents, well doing anything with my mum and dad. took effort. yeah wasnt easy. but then, these small outings are important la. its the small things in life that affect the huge decisions. whoom later gym, sure shag. and then training, will have to run on mental str. haha. okie sleep time. heh. took pics. funneh. ERGH. 2pid pics. cant arrage, or they'll just dissapear. zzzzzzz sexaye right! today! gonna tennis, gym, training whoo later, this last week, lan, go out, meet diane, jonboy go out with AVE kang, FEEBS, o candice maybe? Wednesday, October 07, 2009 my first day with shoes, aight only. haha disspointing, but to be fair, i wasnt wearing thick socks. movies with leo! jun xiang! justin, AVELING KANGS, and jeremy( dont know him yet) HAHA was ok la. haha wonder if leo got bored. but beofre that, came from juniors's chalet. was fun. lotsa cats. lotsa ghosts. heh went home at 7am, haha met candice, then went home to sleep. then tonight, after movie, um. pass her something, then homed! tml, driving, training, frolick. it;ll be aight. my new fave. this guy is crazy good. im gonna make a vid like this one soon. hahaha. SO NICE. watch this with EARPHONES or headphones. ITS BLOODY GOOD QUALITY Saturday, October 03, 2009 hotel, BAN-QUATE. wah hoorible job. i would HATE HATE is, but im only working 2 days, so, great exp! exposure and experience. hehe jem was right. humbling. cleaaning people's crap, Taking people's crap. haha wow hotel wedding dinners. the amount of wastage. is crazy. haha. wen yan was right. food looked sooo good, but cannot eat. oh but the hygine is ERGGHH. yuck sia. haha disgusting REALLY. still, arms got pretty sore. not easy sia. whoa oh. 1 8kg plate, on 4fingers, stupid job, more dangerous than gyming. HAHAH FUN FUN. time passed DAM DAM DAM fast, fastest job EVER. no kidding. not EASY, LOW PAY but interesting.
You might forget how to breathe