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Tuesday, August 31, 2010
Today was a rough day. It started out nice, with short skype and visiting skss. Took so many photos, and in my head, I was thinking if I shd email or blog it. And then, I even thought of captions and how to explain each and every photo. Cuz, I really did have a good time in skss, shawn says he'll burn the school down, but. Skss was when I grew alot. And then, dunno la. Things got not so nice, I got very tired. And the canada talk only got me more worried and thinking alot. It tired me out. Just by thinking. Yes. And the long bus ride didn't help, without my ipod, I just. Stone and think, and worry. Sigh. And reached school. Studying was effective for like, an hour, then I wasted two. Tml is sip launch, I have a feeling I'm gonna be late. And I'm worried abt sip, I'm always feeling two things, a burst of confidence, followed by very negative thoughts. I know I'm lucky and blessed and have ppl around me, and I'm assured and alllll that. But I don't feel it. I'm tired and disappointed in myself. So little time, and still lacking in urgency. No wonder C was so cold. Monday, August 30, 2010
I just got a self revelation/slap in the face. Poor ppl and those who don't study hard, well simply put, they never ever make it. Its the work attitude, and that is molded as you study. And and. Joey, if you still don't see the need to go uni, you obviously haven't grown up yet. Mugging is more effective, than I have been in the past 3 weeks added together. Proud. But continue on. :) Saturday, August 28, 2010
I'm watching the incredible hulk and gyming. I thought it'll get me psyched up and gym better. But but, well I ended up watching liv tyler and gosh. I'm so sappy. So, missing the whole point of the movie. Ahaha. The show is funny and cute and ( weird to describe it like that, but at 2am, that's how I see the movie. And the scene in the cave. Gosh so impactful. And it made me not wanna gym. How ironic. I'm gonna sleep now. And and I'll be soo woozy in church. But you'll keep be awake. Goodnight. Thursday, August 26, 2010
Day dreaming, barely studying. Haha dreaming of the touchdown. Of airplanes and plane rides. And flying and parachutes. And the fear of falling. Jumping, and floating. And then thinking of napha. And ace-ing it. I have to. HACVE to diet and all that. Okok, jumping hurdles, one at a time. Heh. Dreaming of jets, And the flight risk that you are. Okok, so I'm in school about to study. And I remembered that monday night, went out to eat with wy and cass. I had fun. Hahah bak kut the, the tau huay. The dam tyco parking, the lousy iphone guiding system ( the iphone person not the device) So funny. And all this came back to me, when ipod started playing zee avi's song. I laughed in the library. Hahaa. Ayee-ammm-err-harney bee. Meeet up soon joey lim! Happy ultra belated. And today, is leo's birthday. Tonorrow, is aveling's party at her place, and it clashes with sam ho's (awesome idea of celeb his 21st birthday with his baptism) day. Both on same day. How significant! And no choice here. Baptism > any party. And then, ya la. Headache. Rush here and there. Ohwell QM time. Wednesday, August 25, 2010
past the funny and all the kidding. He's messages do have depth to them. always. and he does training videos. oh gosh. sian I have to keep resizing vids. why cant I just get a skin that does that for me? gosh. so annoyed. this guy is crazy funny. pwns kevjumba. and although totally unrelated, he's got huge arms. and dinner was okay. lazy to upload, but photos will be up. mostly food. and. I cant wait for Day 3 Tuesday, August 24, 2010
and. I kinda miss my parents. how odd right? I love being home at home alone. I really dont feel lonely. but, still nice to have them around. I never thought Id say that. gonna fetch them from budget airline later. I wanna go check the China airlines soooon. why do I keep delaying it. maybe Im scared. heh. very possible. Ive been driving out, for meals. I feel dam rich la, drive here and there, like petrol free. heh and so relax. just shorts and singlet. hehe drag you mouse over! Im sleepy. I need to start studying and find a something that I can focus on. days have been weird, very, distracting. happy, good but distracting. everything points away from studies. Sunday, August 22, 2010
Haha blogging from bb. This is most awesome. I'm quite failure-ish. Like, I keep thinking of polites and my gpa, and how I tried, yet they didn't work out. What if it happens again? Then how?? oh, correction, I havent opened everything in the box. Ive left the cds, and the san shu gong. 5 hours? around there? haha. sooo long gosh. I hope I've got more home-alones. Saturday, August 21, 2010
yeesterday, studied a LITTLE. with Shirlene Koh and Lynette Lee. ah what alien names. HAHA not. and it was okay la. oh little miss bella came too. but I shant use her sur-name, shes not my friend anyways. -giggle and then, went to eat at Seng Kang ( square or circle I forgot). took mrt home, cuz Ive got concession. heh. and then, ermm. went out lan with jim, jx and mark ( plus two of jim's cousins) it was worth driving down. no htht. just guys and the lan shop. ahah cuz we werent all pro and competetive, it was more fun. heh. reached home late. felt a little bad abt not staying home. okay more than a little. Then woke up early, manaaged to go training early, rowed alot. loved it. and then, um. what ah. I might be alone at home, for a day only. haha. oh well. lets see what I can do with it. Endless possibilities, yet none that interest me. I suddenly feel as if, I have everything I want and need in the world. well Almost everything. almost everyone. I have been motivated recently, it comes and goes. both for studies and fitness. well that sounds lame. training, I found myself. stronger. just by two weeks of gym. I dont know how I did it, its may not have been the physical training, just, believe that 80Kg bar, and I did. Im not saying its easy. But it wasnt as hard. in my head i was like, "aiya weak weak lor. you've been weak since forever." and I gt angry at myself. then pooomp! I lifted the bar. haha. I still felt angry though. cause. I really do feel weak. not the weak in gym kind, but the i feel like a failure in every kind of way, kind. I might upload pics soon. Im tired and sleepy. and Im not going church. sigh. tsk me. I think guys who tweet. are gay. bloggers and tumblrs too, but less gay. MUCH less. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qIt6KCwlFPw&NR=1 this video right here, is, well firstly its korean. second, its from eshlyn lim third, i cant stop watching it i love the dance the song is okay i dont know how its supposed to make me feel. im awed by the dance the guy looks, ( NOT GAY) er-hem. cool. the story line, is crazy fake, yet it brings out the emotions well. the dance really gets to me la. look, ive mentioned it 3 times already. and theres an english cover of it, which is pretty good too. and, I dont feel embarrased. I seldom do. but when I do, its over the small silly things that I do. its more like, I'm unashamed. If you know where you stand, and how you got there, you'll be fearless. and I do know where I stand. (ive written alot, I need a pic to beautify this space)  okdone. Wednesday, August 18, 2010
#@#$ i have no bbm history now. and I just found the button that says Copy chat into an email. what the heck la. i thought backing up my data, would be saving all the bbm texts. and not erasing everything. I am dam sad. Tuesday, August 17, 2010
that star song. all the time, I've been singing it wrong. HAHAHAH. losing shadows indeed. Sunday, August 15, 2010
supposed to blog. so I will. yog was fun. really. its alright, but fun still. the girls came down. they're awwfully nice. DB guys kept winking at me. it was funny. oh well. the wait was killer, so boring. but the bb made everything better. Im glad it didnt get wet I was worrying if I was gonna make a decision I'd regret. and and. now I worry constantly abt my bb. I might lose it. stolen, anything. gosh Im fretting over smth that MIGHT happen to it. hai. yeah. then, supper , well kinda. Wendys was nice. I've got a $10 debt thats growing. hahaa. ok sleep time, training sooon.  looks nicer on my bb. heh  haha I stole a shot of a photo from the place. heh I like this alot. mum says her arms are flabby. hahahahah . eugene looks plain suprised.  Saturday, August 14, 2010
todays over. thought I lost my wallert. I didnt! thought I'd wet my bb. I didnt! thought I'd drop my paddle into the water when rowing halfway. I did! ( we never went back to get it) I have nice stuffy stuff. I'm happy. today's a nice day. people are asking me for bb PIN. people I dont even talk to on msn. wah lao. why add sia. why add! then how to say, no sry, I dont want you to be my budddy. CANNOT RIGHT. howw. shdnt have told the world that I spilled coke on my bb. tsk. ( im NOT acting all popular and atas and anti social) (i could totally pull that off though) TEE HEE. bye bed time. Friday, August 13, 2010
today alot of things made me happy, was a lazzy day. really lazy. the only time i went out was to send ah ma home. i basically. pianoed, drew, wrote and didnt study. sigh. im so lazy and all that. nvm. tomorrow, yog, then. the rest will be trainings and study. and a few occasional outings. but seeriusly. today I happy sia. Im eating jelly beans. i just got a watermelon one, wow rare and nice. I hate jelly beans. except poiful. those are magical. yesterday, Ian booked out, went dinner and Sunset Grill and Icez Pool. was okay only. I have lost my touch. with pool, and maybe the people. Im yog is at 8. we reporting at 3 theres gonna be a heck lot of waiting involved. its gonna suck I just know it hope people will be online. to bbm me. or something. Wednesday, August 11, 2010
wah dang this really got me. cuz thats the hardest part by far. Sunday, August 08, 2010
ahhahaa. ohkay. im happy now. data plan is finally up. FINALLY LARH. and i just got a $89 webcam for $73. OMG HAHA SAVINGS. YESSAR. and I bought a wire, and got a discount too! heh and ya. happy la. relief, now theres nothing to do cept, er. ok wrong. theres still lotsa stuff to do. study shawn's birthday ( today actually) study exercise yog trainings. wah gosh. stress. BUT IM HAPPY ENOUGH to be unfazzed. thats right. unfazzed. dont care. I'm gonna be outstanding. unique and above the rest. my promise to meee. all this happiness revloves around, well the same thing. thats good/bad right? i knewwww I had photos to upload. I knewwwww ittt! omg fat. hahaha lol lol.     heh the handbag model ( ah ma's handbag really)   this was funny.  AH MA     ooh ooh the webcam. okay, I never ever thought I would one day spend money on a webcam cuz, well I found them a waste of mooneh obviously. but today I found myself running up and down a few times around sim lim, looking for the perfect one. there was the $29 $39 $45 $49 THEN JUMP $89 $145 wah tsk. sian. so I got the $89 model, but found one shop selling for $73.     haha I make a poor promoter. the Logitec Webcam C600. with BUILT IN MIC SIA. lol duh. yay data plan. =) Saturday, August 07, 2010
this is a super exciting and highly anticipated blog entry. get ready for it. here goes. I. am very sleepy. Wednesday, August 04, 2010
HAHAHA OMG OMG. I hope you guys dont do microsoft and that there are no nerds here. HAHAHHAHAHA. i just selfdiscovered it. im so :$ right now, GOSH. HAHAHHAHHAH i actually removed it, and put it back on. HAHA. wah wah redface I totally &l t;3 you I'm in class now, and I'm feeling a tad sleepy. I'm confident for the exams, I did okay for my subjects, I can still make it good. Really, I know I can. I'm trying to ignore the signs, I'm controlling my thoughts and, kinda supressing everything that i'm feeling? Cuz I know, feelings will only get in the way, i'm like a robot ahah. But only for a while la, tahan lor. Dont ask questions, dont think so much, dont, just dont. First obstacle, lome test, then, yog trainings, then remb to study for exams, Lom day I coming, I hope I don't screw up Test is coming, I hope I do well, My data plan is coming, I hope I don't get disappointed. "holiday" plans Timbre with Candice Sushi buffet with Tessa, ave and johann Yog training, yog rowing 10th Aug, 14th Aug Food hunt? Haha whassat? study like theres no tomorrow. Monday, August 02, 2010
even the God-kings I of Mongolia, Ghengis Khan, toldW the Lewis Mumford andY inferred that he Scould Make you believedont thee And I ache to remembersleepy bye  aiyo aiyo. I melt sia. how to draw ducklings until so cute? and oh gosh. I feel like a small little girl now. HAH. i need to lose my body fat. badly. i shall gym now. at 1.15am. Sunday, August 01, 2010
I had this dream that I was in some underwater place, and well, it was like spongebob, everything was normal, but just underwater. and then, we, um I was just floating around, talking, and chilling, and your stuff came floating about, and I had to go find them, and there was this 7-11 and a Guardian store, yes thats how real my dream was, and I had to go around finding it. looking for the things that belonged to you, cuz you said they were important, and I spent my day swimming around, looking for that ( i cant remember what it is) weird object, and I got into a fight, imagine an Ice skating rink, an ice Hockey rink, but long, VERY long, and it didnt have a floor. just an abyss right below me, and in front of me, a huge monster, I cant put a look on it. But it was not a real monster, it was a person, a hulking person which stabbed fear in me, just looking at him, and he wanted to get me, because he was jealous of what I had, and I grew scared, and trembled. and he knew, he could tell. And he charged towards me, it was a looong basin, under water, and nothing below me. It took forever and yet it felt like a few seconds. I gripped my fingers, I clenched my fists and looked down, waiting for that blow, and you stood in the crowd, tears in your eyes, a soundless scream from your throat, as the chanting crowd drowned out all sound and emotion,save fear. yesterday, was Sarpinos pizza day with leo ate around 7 pizzas, well not in total, but thats alot 2 from cell, 5 from sebas's house. cell was fun, alright la, just slack and ya lor, took mrt to kovan with leo, talking alll the way there. then sebas was like, wanna come to my place? then me and all the st gabs guys just hang there la, one entire day of movie and pizza, then went to lan, most fun. and there it is, my saturday. oh yeah, there was morning training, that was nice. rowed, coxed, and then, cox half way, row. haha swapped with yong kee, that was an exciting moment. hehehehe. friday, went to NYP at night to watch tessa play tennis. thats all. oh but afternoon, had lunch with jun xiang, talked and talked and yeah, we cool. and yeah, that was it. thursday, presentation and training, weird training. never quite enough. |
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