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Friday, April 30, 2010
suddenly, ive got a secret. but with nothing to hide. good nide. Wednesday, April 28, 2010
Fallin out of your gravity. wah. better than original. makes me wanna, learn, but i dont know how to get started. so ive figured. why not. start the way i did with guitar, church songs! heh. anyways. ive been sad-happy-sad-happy for a long time. school's okay i guess. i feel left out and i feel, its my fault. im responsible. whats wrong with me? gosh. movies, meals, i find myself distracted. not by these, no. but theres something missing, something im not doing right. i dont know if its a pride issue, or something ive done, but either way, I've gripped so tightly, i didnt feel it when I slipped away haha nice right. inspired by @3$#a and a gravity. Monday, April 26, 2010
Sunday, April 25, 2010
Lhy! must watch ya. ok this vid, well self explainatory, anyhow spell. ahha yeah. part 2 of tessa's birthday present. me and johann planned for sometime already. heh and today, johann, jiaying and winnie came over to MY place, ( first time friends over) and we played, and recorded! whooo. on my new piano. yeah.  reaction win. ahah. worth it la. fun. and the process beats the end product. heh this vid, well jiaying's words made me super happy. and so did my DB vicecap, jianhuang. haha he called me music siao. (Y) <3 tonight was totally <3 filled. hehe my mum watched all, and said it was nice. hurr hurr. OH AND. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMYYY.       ' second fave pic,  MOST fave pic.  haha nights. Saturday, April 24, 2010
there are a million and one things on my mind. thinking, constantly. and i shall make this post, well sectional! IF i were you, i wouldnt wanna read this. its long, lengthy, boring. the only reason why im doing this, is cuz. im scared i'll forget. i never wanna forget. ( skip to the ending) 1.overview of my week. thursday- morning training, 9am com lab lesson, then lecture, and the LOM junior orientation! haha was okay la. alot of girls. really ALOT. so odd. and then this was followed by 3 hours badminton. well i have to say that god was there when i ran for a ball, slipped, slid and hit my head on a corner of a post. it was sharp angled. and i was unharmed. so yeah. mustnt forget the small things. so then, me and mark talked pretty long,he's got stupid hair. never gonna lend him my ipod anymore. then then, me and johann went present shopping. 3 malls, 1 choice. hah. yeah. then home! ok friday was, well. nice. had lesson, a single lec from 2-4. jun xiang followed me into the LT, he got stares, heh LOM is too small. so we talked, then um i went home after eating and having a nice lunch with jem and aloy. haha guys bitching session. i'll listen. not join in. HURR HURR. then went home, got nervous, got into my pants, practiced piano. and left for sentosa. was a nice night, i'll keep it short and simple. dinner, swim, new friends, cab, night rider, prata. the night ended at 6.30 am. right after my Tiger Lilly. *wide grin* doncha just hate meaningless posts? then, it gave me a sense of, howd i say, it calmed me down, chased away all my anxiety. "We drive tonight, And you are by my side. We're talking about our lives" I’d turn the car around and runaway, ok, so i made two joey promises. its a new thing. rule #1. A Joey promise, can never be broken, hence, much thought will be be put into the promise. if joey promises he will be there, he will. no matter how, or what. joey must find a way. and so. slept at 6, training at 10am. the guys ran two rounds of reservoire. and it took 1 hour. what the heck were they doing? 1 hour? so me and vern, we were late, so the two coxswains ran, non stop. just kept running 40mins? i THINK it was around 8 km. but i almost gave up at 6km, but then i remembered i had my A.R.B.W.B and it reminded me of what i was capable of. ahah wasnt too fantastic, but at least i made him do alot of sprints. ( yay marathon training) then, ok. heres the awesome part, ( feel the climax building) hehe i just sat up in my chair. BECAUSE i slept only 4 hours, i was tired. when the body is tired, you cant do heavy weights, it just isnt possible. you'll be tired and cannot maintain the weight. but miraculurssley. ahah shawn said the orders were to do endurance training. which was two sets, of 3mins non stop of weights. its crazy hard. and i was scared. i didnt even wanna start. then, we were at it, zhiying, philo, jian huang, aaron, kwei huat. if im not wrong, thats all la. maybe anthony too. this was our grouping, and they are kinda my fave juniors. i went frenzy. haha i prolly annoyed them till no end. cuz angry can push ma. HAHA. im such an ass. me and zhiying started the mini PKs ( player kills) heh 1v1. the last 20 secs of the 3min sets, you face your opponent, and go crazy. whack it ALL out. you end the sets breathless, and tired. but grinning. when i started each set, i grew less tired, then we swapped place, my group went down to the gym. it was killer, but we did it.when i was tired, i simply used the A.R.B.W.B, and i forgot the meaning of fatigue. and when it didnt work, the radio helped. i hit the bench, and i was tired, and then, vanilla twilight came on. ok fine, i cheated. we were supposed to do for 3 mins, rest for two. but the moment the song came on, i skipped my rest. meaning, back to back stations. heh BECAUSE. "The silence isn't so bad 'Til I look at my hands and feel sad 'Cause the spaces between my fingers Are right where yours fit perfectly" haha so cute la the lyrics. so its more like, i used the song to do that set. haha almost killed me. when the song ended, so did my mind, and i had that "going to faint" feel, but then, SEX ON FIRE came ON. haha frenzy #2. and then. i was tired. i was so sleepy. but i HAD to tell someone. HAD to share my happy mood. so i skipped lunch, i was starving, but more tired than anything. and and, in the bus, i was afraid i would miss my stop. so i didnt sleep the whole way, i struggled to keep myself awake, and then, my tired mind made many things up. this is the part you skip and dont read. its MEANINGLESS and in NO WAY refers to me. nuh uh. not a single bit. its just for me to refer next time. i showed you my one thirds, but you saw four. I was so caught up, i wanted to show you more. such blazing words, with many nouns, the healing hands, my chains unbound. you cant show me something, ive never felt before. what you told me, what you said, when sleep, they put me to bed. you left my heart intact, thanks that was sweet. you gave me a clear sign, maybe you didnt mean to, maybe you did but all i know is, it was exactly what i was looking out for. so forgive me, your words and fingers are all over me, but girl, you'll never move me anymore. -end- ok, supper/breakfast at prata house was both Upshocking, and theraputic. really. hehe. i'll blog about my hols soon. an overiew, to make me happy. Wednesday, April 21, 2010
JUST got home. thank god for ian's never offing mac well i was in the bus i had a bumpy ride i was grumpy. then i got off. i saw unhappy people mothers screaming at kids a lady holding a kid, but with a very sad face. this got me thinking. i wanna make people happy. i want, my friends to be happy. new AND old. i learnt something that i always knew, i ALWAYS and i mean ALWAYS try to make EVERYONE happy. i hate to be in a group, and one persons pouting at a corner. then today, i was caught in a situation that, i dont know who to choose. in my head, i did the math, weighing which is more important, and i couldnt. to make one group happy, would be to let the other down. ok not down, but you cant hang out with two cliques at one time. dont like it leh. these small situations. can change my entire mood. i was happy. and now. im in distress. "this double life isnt healthy, it gets me jumpy, and nervous" Tuesday, April 20, 2010
its not working its not working. killed it, nailed it. one sniff, and i fell back down. dang. strength from the inside. failed me once. time to get over it? prolly months. HAH RHYME TIME! ( dam anti climax la ) the curly locks, unatural indeed, the long wavy hair, it isnt what i need. how do i manage to get up beneath the crashes you called us love, now its nothing but guesses. greedy eyes, and the photos of you, i didnt think it possible, but you made me more blue. time spent, i'll keep them all, in my overflowing pocket, my shorts are too small. WAH GAO GAO! haha. i should TM these. hehe haha. one day. i'll collect em all. and make it into a looooong soooooong. hah. all of them dont refer to me. duh. NONE. Monday, April 19, 2010
talking at the mushroom. so nice. so sudden and reminded me to keep calm. thanks a&d um. lets see i ate at biz park. i wish everyday was as relaxed as that was. but then again, no class today. haha um. then, gym was hoorible crap. really. weak, pushed, but didnt feel good. um then, dinner. was nicer. the mrt ride. i was building up tension inside. worry. worry worry me. but the msn made it better. haha. oh gee. jolly me. im such a worry wart sometimes. but the piano is. aiyo. headache. $1399 is not a small sum of monehh. no it aint. I Will Be, cuz you made everything okay. with blue red and squares Sunday, April 18, 2010
today was kick ass. must blast this with headphones. ( just like the movies) there was. um ( im lazy to say in detail) started out, church at rock auditorium. was nice, listened to the pastor Joseph Prince. his teachings were. um. aiyo how to say, he was influential, he was very very charismatic, but some of his teachings ah, aiyo i kinda disagreee. must be my foundation in FCBC. really, some things he said from the bible, i frowned when i heard. then he was very funny. i t was like watching an exciting stand up. funny, with a little bit of bible quotes. that was how id describe service at new creations. i dont, well i UNDERSTAND why people will wanna go and listen, cuz its far from boring. but the values learnt, not really accurate. NEXY lunch at ASHTONS. hahahah! yeah jim treated, but tessa, me and johann felt bad, so we bought him tako balls. haha then walked ALOT, then dinner at MARCHE. wah awsome. the meal was nice. two plates of rosti. haha wow. sour cream gao! then, went off, then me johann and tes stayed back to catch kick ass, haha it was pwnage. like really. gore was not needed, the starting, well i ARGH! OUT LOUD! HAHA my FIRST TIME no kidding. heart beat skyrocketed and stuff. wah. the car that banged kick ass down, so shocking. hahahah. yeah yeah. movie, then took bus, and a cab home i payed, but it was okay, im sure the $8 will find its way back home. then drove the other two home. haha wanted to tau huay, but they thought otherwise. and and, had a nice drive talk in the car. AHHAHA oh boy oh gosh. so funny. and and um um. i was doubting my actions, and my intentions, even more so. i'll be honest. it wasnt easy. BUT, cell leader has taught me one thing. check your heart. if you KNOW you'll be leading yourself astray, dont go. stay at home. suck your thumb. but dont do it. and after much thought, i went anyways. i wont explain, cuz im too tired, but in time. i didnt pray about it though. hahah. shoulda maybe. and yes, my dear, crossing the line, is the last thing on my mind. (car ride home quotes) Saturday, April 17, 2010
hahah ive been listening to alot of owl city. the same song on repeat. and today, i gymed a little in school. alone, with NO one around me. so, being a timid little boy. i sang OUT DAM LOUD, and then. IMPROV. haha this came out. it was so funny, i sang it twice. when the stars fell from the sky, i was there by your side, and though the seasons may be through, you'll still have my l*ve for you HAHA. CHEESEY, CORNEY i'll never ever say it to anyone. but its too nice to forget. haha i hope no other singer has thought of it YET. and i just saw the biggest joke ever, kudos to NGEE ANN poly dragonboat team GENIUS LAAA jersey for the JUNIORS  jersey for the SENIORS  HAHAHAHHAHAH i hope you guys play pokemon, cuz you'll get it. ahhaha SAKAE, HAJI, HOME. Friday, April 16, 2010
funny. this vid made me go AWW. Wednesday, April 14, 2010
OH. driving. i almost got into an accident, at eunos area. ( well when you look back at it, its NOWHERE NEAR anything dangerous la) BUT BUT, still, God was protecting me la, face it. he's always there. ive never turned into 5 lanes, that were all facing me. ave's house! jamming. haha mini. was nice. and awesome. really. wooooh. phrases. um seranading sirens. no everyone has got what youve gotten. frm me. just as the ships moves fastest, unmanned, the best moments with you, unplanned. haha. it was near sunrise when these thoughts hit me. like kept me near awake for hours. ok my week has been okay. DB here and there, met seniors yesterday, which was fine. haha always nice to see them. ALWAYS. then, supper at chomps. yeah. was nice. haha headed to ave's after that. pretty alright night la. driving. started and ended at the same place. 10.15 - till 05.28 ahha. no joke. and best part. the petrol usaage, one bar. ehhehe hahaha yay. Sunday, April 11, 2010
im steel here. tired, sleepy. sad. emo. oh stupid sad movies. why do i put myself through this. HAH. so werd, but hols ending, just watch la. ok. on to my next sappy love show. makes you wanna find a gf, but only till the end of the show, then you realise, what a stupid idea. pfft. Saturday, April 10, 2010
yesterday night, nothing short of a miracle. really. went out, clarrrkee keee. went into this place called indochine. haha so cool concept really. with, um stin, jun xiang, jimson, ave, tessa and robert. haha it was alrighty. haha fun, i'd say. haha the lights, loud music and champagne. haha then, took car there and back. ( this in itself is quite cool) and then, everything, and the whole time, i didnt have my wallet with me! wahhh. crazy right. wah a crazy night. haha not DRUNK CRAZY, but safe/crazy/new to me. acceptable. this was a report. haha. i shant comment about the picnic at barrage. its everywhere already. Friday, April 09, 2010
TR Thursday, April 08, 2010
tired, like, i shall refrain from using shag. cuz its a bad word. BUT I DAM DAM SH*G seerious sam. dunno what im doing online too. was soo tired, food was tasteless. haha love the feeling, yet hate it. but worth the aches and body pains. blog tml! cya note: if the feelings start coming into the situation, boy, its time to bail. Wednesday, April 07, 2010
my day late friend.. sorely. Tuesday, April 06, 2010
wah wah. ww.4shared.com HAHAHA. im downloading so so many songs from my song list, haha im so so happy. hahah thanks helloise! i really wont be suprised if cops come knocking at my door. HAHA Monday, April 05, 2010
    random pictures. dragon, good movie, worth watching twice. i shall repeat AGAIN, twice. just finished blindside. wah nice. inspirational. i realise that i wanna try rugby. i can picture myself in rugby lol. haha like. on the field. spear one guy to the ground. i wanna try sia. but then theres DB. and thats a committtment. yes, blindside is a rugby movie. wanna try sia. like TRY and see how it goes. there was a time, where i wish i was the point of my life, NOW. nowm right now, holidays, so carefree, no projects, no homework. no stress coxing license, drivers license. no job, no worries. training so easy, no responsibilities on my shoulders. but im not happy, to be honest. theres still. something missing. i hate to admit it. but i aint. everyone's going out, cramping as many movies, outings, lan hours, overseas trips into the remaining time they have in their hols. and im just. i wanna study NOW, to be prepared for year three. im scared of it. today, i layed down in the school field, and fell asleep, but just as i did, and i saw myself waking up, and everything around me was gone, i was alone, the sky was dark and threatening, and no one was with me. the school was far away, and it did not welcome me. wah i dam sad sia. just a sad imagine in my head. and i grew real real sad, for like 1 minute, and and but but. as soon as it came, the feeling was gone. so there. even thinking of that scene makes me sad again. oh well. i'm just sleepy. and crazy. ignore me. Sunday, April 04, 2010
i had to blog so badly, i made a checklist. so here goes. FRIDAY-1st day of coxing corse. was ok, they said if youre good enough, you pass on the first day, then no need come back on sat and sunday. i failed. zz stupid reason was that, i was too ZHAI, and that i held the rudder too loosely. wah lao. too zhai then let me pass la. zzz ok then, found this guy's bag, and he was so appreciative, he gave me a ride home! haha then next came driving and chomps and lan and How to Train Your Dragon. ok the movie was awesome. really. like i'd watch it again kind of awesome. ( thats saying alot) then, ate at chomps. haha was nice. quick and CHOP CHOP. haha! then, LAN @ ah seah there, near my place. haha fun fun. keep DC though. zzz and then, um sent them all home. mark, then amanda, and DEV LAW, made me drive on 3 expressways? haha. totally wrong way to get to her place, but she taught me the PIE and CTE and, no other Es. HAHA dad taught me how to get to the SLE though, linking eunos to seng kang. ahaha new driver's gotta learn. ok so reached home at 3am =.= soo tired K.O OH YA THURS. um. SAJC's life con. there was this moment. where the school sang "At The Cross" and it was just the voices. wah i um. i cant say melted. but i was humbled. hearing just the voices of the SA students. wah hard to describe. i just stood there la, in awe. thats it. and, back to SATURDAYY well passed the coxing thingy. and then, well i wasnt angry that i didnt pass on the first day, cuz. 1stly, i met Hak Loon! haha my old coach. was he called me leh. still remb my name. so happy la. haha talked him for quite a bit he said how come he train me soo long, i never lose weight, bt the moment he left, i slim down. hahah. talked to me abt running techniques and all. then next, just when i was abt to leave, SAFSA training ended, then junhong, matt, nigel and hsih ing came! haha. so, ate with them la. just join in la. haha TP the smallest size there sia. the rest of SP, RP and NP, so TUAH. ahhah yeah. the course was tiring, but rowed alot. DAM HAPPY. i wanna go TP, and ask coach to make me a rower though i wanna get my triv. i wanna earn it. from tesssa KYRA yan heh i dont like colbyy ker-lays's version. i dont even like this song. its so weird, didnt like the music vid, and the guitar chords and the melody. and the chord progression. BUT, the lyrics ah, undeniably true. funny how the internet works. Thursday, April 01, 2010
touch rug and life concert @ SAJC. imba fun haha the rugby captain. insane pro. and the cheerleader effect. omg. in SA. haha MELT |
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