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FUNKY-CHICKENS! guitar PRAISE!! cleanstuff oddee contra this is why you're fat leenks geekologie acidcow boreme Archives September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010	Thursday, December 31, 2009 ohkay. lets see. at marks hse now. we movied, and grocery shopped. the BEST part of my day so far. a lovely eve of new year. but i believe that countdown in marks house. it will be aw3some ( typo unintended) it will be fun, and a memory worth remembering. its not only the people you celebrate with, but also the attitude in which you go. small = lovely. -i love huge spaces ok in the movie theatre. watched Sherlock Holmes and for once, i felt, i felt warm, fuzzy feeeling. i can even describe it. dont get me wrong, but. i just FELT IT. lovely movie. witty, great. perfect ending. perfect. San Francisco, what a special place you have, in me. I don’t remember you looking any better But then again I don’t remember you. yesterday. gym. i felt alone, in a gym full of people. distant. and once again, the fake laughter. i dont like that eugene isnt at trainings. boring, no fun. but then again, his absence is replaced by a seriousness. one that keeps me focused. it motivates me, it pushes me. inner strength, weird but, its there. weights that i didnt know i could do, making me feel like my strength didnt drop at all. all inside me, when i get angry, channel it well, never ever let it eat you up inside. thats the strength i relied on yesterday, inner rage. im all calm now, but inside me, theres a teeeney lil memory, it brought out the rage in me. (haha why on earth am i typing it all out here.) Sunday, December 27, 2009 babe youre trying too hard. doing so much, trying to impress. TRYING. not succeeding. you should just stop. and give up. cuz youve already got me. Saturday, December 26, 2009 standing at the gates, staring at the beauty inside. she said" i dont know whats it like" i thought " i want to feel that way, after seeing these people around us, i want to be in love, and do foolish things" " would you do it with me?" and and -next scene i want everything, or nothing at all. because. anything short of 100% is not good enough. Gods standard is there, would you stray below that? its dam dam dam hard. to stay on that lonely road. the straight one. hehe i should write a play someday. Friday, December 25, 2009 watched twilight again, twas awesome, STILL both songs from twilight 1 and then went for jem's church thing, was fun. was ok. i was quite critical, but caught the heart of the performers. was sweet la. coulda been better. went to bedok 85 for dinner, and made it home on the last 58 bus. dam DAAM HAPPY. anyways. sam fan was on the bus with me, and and. mp3! she let me listen to bryan adams. i am dying,forever crying. to be near you, to be saved. Thursday, December 24, 2009 CHRISTMAS AT GAB'S WE ROASTED A TURKEY, WE STUFFED A turkey! WE ROASTED A PIG KNUCKLE! WE ATE TWO LOG CAKES WE PLAYED SOCCER ON PS3 WE took pics! we swapped presents! it was awesome. pics soon Monday, December 21, 2009 old old song! mum's chicken soup sure warmed my heart. chicken soup for the soul indeed. shopping helps, talking helps, walking in the rain helps. stupid test feels like a nightmare. from anger -> disapointment -> annoyed. aye i should drown myself in studies, something time consuming and rewarding. i cried today. twice. yeah. ok i wont call it a CRY. just. tears. sad. dam dam sad. driving test. i failed. nuff said. dam dissapointed, sad, and very very down. went home, cried, slept. had 5 hours sleep? woke up 4 times in the night. every hour, i'd wake up, and think i took the test and already failed. it was horrible, like, i couldnt keep my thoughts away from driving. i kept thinking i had alot alot of immediate failures. then i'd wake up, and find out that i was 3 hours from my test. and when i did the test, i wasnt scared, but my body was. my legs, trembled. like violent shaking. i cant describe it any other way. even COXING wasnt that bad. it was hoorible. it was it was. gosh. i cant describe how the experience was. i dont, i hate this feeling. this failure. i was soo affected by it, i couldnt smile the entire day. went out with jy, winnie amanda, then later on, mark. it helped a little, they brought me to a place where i got presents for my family. heh ive got homework and stuff to do, and it appears, every little thing can and will remind me of the failed driving test. oh and we caught a movie, Bodyguards and Assassins, or the other way round. its all about china and the rebels and the staging of an uprising against the Qing Dynasty. didnt know the show was gonna be with such a strong plot, it was so so, um. dam sad also. dam touching, freaking sad, and it made me feel better, by making me feel worst. father, watched his son die. WTS la. not helping? so you $#%& away, into a grey sky morning. left me here to stay, aye, love can be so boring. Wednesday, December 16, 2009 TC = ttc + vc + Tvc + trans c + FOH + ederlly 10 X $7.2 19.95 1.35 X 2 1.40 haha. funneh day. yay driving! 96.05 thats dinner time! Tuesday, December 15, 2009 lets see. i saw today coming. and yet it was epic. it was awesome. it was. HOOOLY COW. woke up early for badminton! at 11 real fun! heh nice nice! jun xiang is shit lousay. LAWL. leo and timo came! joined winnie, jiaying,manda and dev! but dev left early, barely played OH WELL. then, lanned for a bit. leo and timo pwn sia. no shyte. fun la. played a bit, draw monney, went driving, circuit quite good, stalled once? cuz i was looking at a pack of( 6 dogs) CROSSING A MAIN JUNCTION, almost caused a shitty accident. WAH LAO. ok, then the epic part. went home, bathed, oh wait cut hair too! hehe. then. met candice, took 53 to J8, WATCH 2012. OH-MY-GORSH. SHIT AWESOME SEX MOVIE. ( ok fine, im just eggcited) haha. quite IMBA. quite fake, quite, um. HAHA! but i gotta say. crazy how they survived the whole movie, its a scary show, its so so DAM exciting to WATCH, like my heart went UP and DOWN, in accordance to the airplanes in the show. HAWW HAWW epic la. funny, sweet, everything you wanna see in a movie, AND MORE. ahha. was nice to watch with candice. ahha took mrt back. and ta dah. here i am. gosh feel like. like OH GOSH i wanna sit back and relive it la! like, AGAIN AGAIN!! PRESENT SHOPPING SOOON! Sunday, December 13, 2009 today was lovely. church, lunch, buy stuff with dev, exercise and make jiaying run. eugene gor gor's birthday dinner quite awesome. really. monday, too! MAF project in school, GYM HEAVY, with timo and jx! sleep, eat, go 2 hours of driving GO BACK SCHOOL FOR TRAINING. 6-9pm TUES IS JUST AS EPIC. badminton, with WINNIE THEY ALL. then, slack, DRIVING and drums rolls. the epic part of the day. MOOVIE!! 2012!! Thursday, December 10, 2009 i didnt like today. not at all. my revision was okay because i was so alone. so outcasted. all by myself. what i showed on the outside, in contrast to what i felt. smiles i didnt mean. laughter, fake laughter. they thought i was alright, the gleam, the shine. but nothing hurt more than the goodbye, i didnt, i wont, i shouldnt have. why say goodbye when you dont mean it? what a fool i was. what a git. i cant believe i used that tone. so so, immature. it hurt me. yes it did. i stopped, three times, as i walked away from you. i wanted to turn back, to talk, to let go. but i couldnt, each time i stopped, i got angry with myself,howd i let it get so far? its all my fault. i wasnt a proper person today. what thought ran through my head, thing's i'd be ashamed of thoughts i already am regretting. -this was fictional. no wirries. Monday, December 07, 2009 haha. MAF sucked. gym was awesome. staying back to study was the best part of my day.
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