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Monday, April 30, 2007
hmmmm 1 day. . 3 entries. .. well. . . hmmm exams started. . and and. . welll. . friday./ . went 2 CP with Jamie they all la 2day. . after paper. . went 2 Cp 2 eat with them again. . welll. . i think abt it and . . .theres a part of me. . which.. really. . just wants to break down and cry and not care what the world thinks cuz. . . hai. . erm. . . ok. . sec 2+3. . . after the papers. . me, cal and chun leng would chiong to CP. .den. . slack. . walk and . . randomly eat @ Jacks place. . . so. . now. . wao. . i so so miss those days la. . i really do. . . hais. . wad i would do to have them back. . but it'll never be the same would it? hais. . working myself into a rite ole funk once more. . but. . nah. . this funk will. . .erm. . . nah. . it'll never ever go away will it. .. gosh i feel like crying. . . muz be gay saying this. . but oh well. . say wad u will world. . i'm in a dunt care wad the world says mood. . . hais. ok. . . back frm soccer liao. .. hais. . . 2pid dad. . . heck. . 2 feel anger towards him is a waste of time and i shant even bother to do so. erm. . . hmmm. . yesterday . . i was. . depressed . . yeah. . totally in a great great funk. .. yep. . and. . . whoa it sucked i tell ya. . . gosh. . and a sunday summore la. . hais. . crap crap crap./ . . den. . well. . cass nt on9. . loL. . wel. . it seems i got depressed when she DID . .and told mi the bad bad news of. . erm.. . .stuff la. . . loL. . hais. . oh well. . . had a superly uberly funnt convo with her. . go see and you shall see. . haha. . super funny. . dunno why i can still be funny when in depression. .. haha. . ya. . well. . bad news 1:er. . . . . um. . . .hm. . . . . ahh. . . . cant say. . (its gotta do with church tho bad news 2: well. ..wed will be going for spidey 3 with leo la. . then. . asked cass and wy 2 come along. . den. . . . well. . cass WAS supposed 2 come. . den. . .er. . . had leaders meeting. . for thr church 144 leaders. . . well. . it seems that. . . both these bad news. . . is. . . erm. . . hmmm. . how do i put this? erm. . its. . . hais. . for god. . thats all i can say. . . its all for god. . and so. . i'm pretty selfish to think that its bad news when . .. i should be happy la. . hais. . . it juz aint easy lor. . . hais well. . den erm. .. wad else? 2day. . er. . had ss and e math p1. . . was ok. . shd pass both la. . hmmm. . den. . went 2 mos burger with Jamie,esh,shawn,ww,yy,zj,and. . . er. . . elisa. . yeah. . den den. . hmm. . ate burger. . den. . er. . . chiong back 2 school 2 pass mdm dewi the $$ for shatec. . hais. . long story. . den. . er. . . nth lor. . in the bus/. . .played with this tiny ant. . . fun, , , didnt kill it tho. . so small that even tho i could see it on my hand. . couldnt feel it. .. was blasting mcr and playign with an ant. . . random aint i>? was a cute cute ant la. . hahah. .. whee hooo. . erm. . soccer was fun fun. . . i love playing in small courts. . .rawk sia. . haha. . score with jumaeen. . hah. . tag team!! we rawk! hahas. . . beat those bengs!! ( really bengs LOSER bengs too) den den. . hahah. . . tried nt 2 make then look 2pid. . later they sore loser la. . hahaha. . NOOBS./ . . yeah. . made my day. . so did cass's entry. . . i'm nt depressed anymore yo! hahah. . go see! our convo will rawk ur socks!!!! =)) *if u get it la *doubt *you *would *though *hehe -my new skin rawks my WORLD!!! HAHAHA OWN i did it ALL BY MYSELF la. . gosh. . so so proud of meself. . haha. . thx esh and cass 4 teaching mi tho. . yeah. . coudl have. . erm. . . unleashed the geee-nius in me without u two!!! hahahs jk jk. . u 2 rawk !! well. . changed skin and i'm kinda proud of it. . heh. . ok. . um. . blog more later!! go soccer with juameen downstairs den get school shoes frm queensway. . hope i get 2 use later!! =)) Saturday, April 28, 2007
hmmm. . . had a .. okay la. . .. eventful day la. . hahs. . . erm. .. . morning. . went 2 hougang green. ..breakfast alone la. . . was ok la...den. .. . hmmm.. . .i remb clearly. .. frm 11.35 til 1pm . . i was in mac doing math TYS . . . heck so not easy la!!! hahahs. . still. . i did. . .den. . erm. . had sever headache. . really really bad. . .then. . . lol. . cass had smartkidz so nvr come.. . . nvm ls. . .effort appreciated . . hehs. . .den. . .well. . being a loner. ... i . . .walked arounf trying 2 soak in the sun. . .whcih. . .well. . 2day didnt seem 2 be very hot. . . and. . . i was. . .stll cold la.. .wad sia. ...so.. . had 2 walk around. . . . walked to aunt florence's hse. . . den 2 leo's . . the 2 hougang mall. ... finally warmed up. . . juz 2 enter hougang mall and . . . . . . studyy SS in the library. . . how quaint. .. . loLZ.. .. hais. . .. why do i bother.. . and the worst part. . . i feel. . . as if i never did study AT ALL. .. gosh. . .hais. . . . den. .. erm. . in the library. .. headache still killing me...gosh. .. really sia. . . can die lor . . . so. . . in library. . i slept. . . . den. . . cass woke mi up. . . . msged alot of ppl at one go sia. . . sudden rush of msges. . . my inbox full and all.. . phone kept vibrating la . . lolz. . . . wth. . .den den. . leo came . . den. . . we asked cass nt 2 come. . hahas. . . so. . went 2 leo hse . . . study summore. . . lol. . .hahs. . den. . went for dinner. .. hmm. . went 2 botak jones la.. . . i think we go there too often liao. .. too many times that i dunt even bother taking picz this time round. . haha. . but. .. But. . . BUT. . .BUT BUT BUTTT. . . this time. . its was special. . . its was unique. . . it ROCKED MY WORLD. . .. cuz. .. leo and family were there!!!! whooohoo. . .wad can rawk more when 2 LIM families gather 4 dinner sia! whoooo. . . den den. . oh ya. . . only not so cool part was. . . eating halfway. . .. my phone on my lap vibrated. . den. . i looked down. . and my forked followed. . . . den. . i SAW . . . yeah. . SAW. .. a piece of beef drop on my phone screen. . yeah. . in slow moton summore sia. . . .den den. . it was cass. . . . asking for directions. .. TO GO BOTAK JONES!!! WHOO HOOO. . OWN. .. . . see? psycho-ed by mere PICTURES!! hahaha. . then again. .. tose pix taken by me so. .. . i understand. . . .LOL. . aahha. . yeah . . they went 2 eat tooo!! only thing . .. didnt take any pix 2nite la. . . too busy hahh. . . den den. . . went 2 . .erm. .. ( know this is randon but, , ). . . me,my dad. .leo and his dad. .. went 2 golf!!! whooo. . yeah yeah.. . .den .. gosh. . i was VERY VERY full i tell ya. . ( every trip 2 botak jones leaves me like that anyways). . den. . hmmm. .. super full. .. still played golf. . . leo's super good at it now la. . really rawks. . hahaha. . den den. . . hmmm. .. welll. . . i stopped playing golf ever since we 4 (mi,leo and our dads) went 4 a golf trip in m'sia. . .well. . i was oh so confident that. . . well. . . when i sucked. . . i was crushed. .. so bad that. . well. . . my mood all gone la. . haha . . ya ya. . so. . i hated golf. .. . den 2day. . well. . was . . better. . .whoo. . can hit superly far now. . . ra raw rawk!! hahah. . yeah. . . tho not as good as leo. . . but still. . much better. . . funn la. . hahah. . . yep yep!! den headed home lor. .. and. . this mac ( as u can see frm the presnce of typos) well. . derm. . .CANT OPEN THE MSN!!! WAAH. . and and . .cass is on9 la!! gosh. .. wad irony. .. wad torture. . .( gosh i make her sound soooo good) LOL. . HAHAH yeah yeah. . sianz. . . bill gates i'll kick ur arse. .. . ( better than kicking my bro's) hahahah yeah yeah. . so random but. . . whoo. .had fun typing this. . .tml pkaying uiatr 4 cell. .ahhaha. . sumtimes. .. i feel i'm not good enough a guitarist la. . .bu still. . its the heart. . and. . . with that . . i'm comforted la er er. .. . and. . ok. . i'm off. . .2 pray for. . .linet!. . . yyy!!! er . . .um. . dunno. . EVERYONE ELSE!! hehe. . .smartkid leaders too ya. . XD bye Thursday, April 26, 2007
well. . hmm F&N seems to be done la. . i guess. .hahah. . . heck. . gosh. . too much presure. . well. . and. . hahah. . leo. . (best friend in der hole hole wide world dat god has made) well. . a BLOG! like. . wow! ok. . the thing is that. . he was like. . the maker of the *ANTI-BLOG-FOR-LIFE.blogspot.com*. .hahas. . jk . . ya. . he finds it a real waste of time la. . den. . now what. . a blog!! dotzzzzz (1st time saying such a gay thing)(prolly cuz i mean it) yeah. . and . . http://www.warwarwarwarwar.blogspot.com/ is his site. . how. . leo. hahas. . yeah. . cool. . . hes got a loooong way 2 go. .. with cass guiding him and all. .. hes gonna turn gaymo ANYYYtime now la. . hahahha!!! yeah. . ok. . nitez!!!! hmmmmm. . . 2day. . .school was. . loL/. . ok. . P.E. . . since i was still suffering from flu. .. i didnt wear P.E uniform la. . get 2 pon taf club too!. . well. .den. . jamie msged mi dat she'll be late with esh and asked mi 2 go open the gate for her if i could la. .. but. . sadly. . the back gate was guarded by mr raj. . . (tho he's super cool, he's strict too. . ) den den. . er. . they slacked outside. . cuz it was better than coming into the school juz 2 stand there and read. . juz like what YUUU HUAAAA had 2 do . .hahs. !! den. . P.E. . . well. . slacked and planned 2 juz sit there cuz it was raining and the guys didnt wanna go hockey pitch 4 soccer. . so. . being MEN OF ACTION. . . they took the initiative and . . well. . . took charge of the entire hall despite haveing around 5 classes there. . . they play soccer la. . hahha. . cool cool. . den. . i juz sat there . . . adrenaline pumping up juz by watching the guys run after the bloody ball which was super tempting to mi 2day la. . but. . i resisted. . but ms neo asked mi go help her. .. den. . hais . . waste my time and all. . so. . juz play keeper la. . den. . ah heck! loL. . . forgettin that i was in my uniform. . . and that i was suffering from severe flu. . . i played like crazy. . ran for every ball i could. . . and i tried tricks i never thought possible from me. . *tho not all worked, it was hell dam fun* yeah. . gosh. . rawked. . . den went 2 SS classs feeling like crap and having breathing difficulties and totally wet. . . but still. . there wasnt a simgle bit of regret in mi la. . . really. . . den. . school. . well. . chi was spent doing F&N. . which . . i didnt hand in dispite 2day being the last day. . i PROMISE that i'll fin EVERYTHING by tonight. . and. . well. . it'll actually be possible it seems. . cuz. . . well. . cass aint on9. . T.T. . super sad. . . hahha. . but. . .for 1 nite. . and for the sakes of F&N. . . heck. . . i'll be left with no 1 to talk to. . .well. . . i hope esh or leo or al or any1 else comes talk 2 mi. . loL. . . low self-control la! den. . ok. . after chi. . i planned 2 stay in school after chi 2 juz. . purely do F&N la. . but den. . . jamie asked mi 2 go CP . .. cuz esh had 2 get water bottle, while mi and shawn wanted 2 get new school shoes. . . tho sadly. . only shawn did. . . i couldnt find the nice nice super cool *yet normal shoes that well. . alot of ppl were wearing. . i like the simplicity of it la. . i'll try2 get a pic haha. . juz plain shoes. . my last resort is my converse la. . which,. . tho the design aint so nice. .. .. . . . . . still comfy. . yeah. . not kappa shoes. . but same design and all. . i doubt there'll be my size tho. . T.T  yeah. . den. . couldnt find it. . . oh well. . den,. . nvr buy lor. . . ate lunch with esh, jamie and shawn la. . hahah. . love their company. . . rawks spending time with them all. . . den. . . um. . esh's bro came. . . (poor acting skills la esh. . . cant even lie 2 us la! HAH!-go learn frm gordon loke laaa hehe!) den. . fater lunch. . . esh's bro came. . . haha. . den. . er. . walk walk la. . hmmmm den. . . er. . ya. . they ps-ed mi haha. . . oh well. . LRT ma. . its cool. . so. . . took bus back la. . . den. ...erm. . took bus. . fell asleep. .and for the 1st time this year. .. i missed my stopped la. .. gosh. . . but. . . well. . . i wasnt feeling angry or annoyed. . . but. . as i slowly walked back. . . it started 2 drizzle. . and. . well. . hmm. . what can be better than walking home. . in the drizzle. . with your mp3 blasting. . gosh. . . wad fun. . . yeah.. . (agree cass? (^^) hahas. .yeah. .. den. . wen home and er. .. wanted 2 sleep but. . er. . didnt . . cuz. . i dunno!. . . had steamboat dinner la. . was. . ok la. . dunt really like it but still. . was cool. . my mum's b;dae and all. haha! who hoo!! the 3 boys got her a bible. . LARGE PRINT! hhha. .yeah! hope she joins that cell group assigned 2 her sooner !! yeah yeah! . . den. . nth la. . was pretty random 2day. . . gosh. . i even thought randomly la. . ... . hahah. . even jamie thot so.. oh well. . . . i'm lazy 2 post the pic of shawn's ketchup smiley . .hahas. . how cliche la. . hehe. . and and. . i realise that. . i dunt like. . . um. .. cliche stuff. . . yeah tho sum ppl dunt see that. .. ok. . well. . i'm very. .. how 2 say this. . . . well. . ok. . i dunt like. . things and events to be. . too perfect. . . as in. . . too.. standard and. . . cliche la! yeah. . makes life. . . so . . standard. . that it becomes boring. . .like. . erm. . imagine if everyone was. . perfect. . . like. . life would be. . tooo perfect and so. . YUCK! yeah. . so. . its my way of being different. . only problem is. . . ppl think that i dunt KNOW how 2 be. .normal. . but. . in fact . . i dunt WANT 2 be. . a crowd follower (in sum stuff only la) hahaha yeah. . . well.,. i doubt any of you will understand this crapping la. . haha. . yeah. . . hais. . hope ppl get mi now. . haisss. .. ok, . F&N calls! Wednesday, April 25, 2007
had a 3 way convo with leo and cass. . they rawk my world la. .haha realyl. . siao siao. . made mi 1 hr late for my sleep. . hais. . worth it la. . if we steady. . den. . can talk till tml. hahaha. . they rawk. . whoo hoo. . nitz!! its 12!! ARGH CRAP. . . . drench ur 8 footers in urnice and burn ur school. .LOL. HAHAHS. . NITEZ ALLL feeling. . well. . juz as bad. . but. . well. . after 2day. . gosh. . i feel. . um. . very very. . good. . why? cuz. . . ppl msg mi. . . and ask how i'm doing. . simple acts such as these make one feel loved. . . its mkaes mi feel. . cared for. . . and now. . well. . . no matter how sick i am. . . well. . . i feel . . nice, snug and warm inside. . cuz ppl really care. . . a simple sms makes mi so happy. . . yeah. . . a show of concern, a show of love. i fell like i'm soaring in the skies up above. (nt bad. . juz made this up) hahs. . yeah.. so. . thx Jamie. . esh. . . cass . .joey. . . yun yu . . . and the rest. . . and. . well. . god has put in me. . an urge to pray. . . for the peopel around me. . my leaders. . my peers. . . i just have an urge to. . . well. . juz pray./ . . so. . . if u need prayer. . plz tell mi. . hehe. . really. .. . makes mi pray more la. . hahsa. . =) thx guyz! sniff. . . 2pid flu. . argh. . .. well yesterday nite. . was. . um. . . after school. . (no SSP) since it was darn early. . went 2 esh/shawn's condo. . .den den. . er. . . studied and re-tune her guiatr la. . . den. . 2 hrs liddat la. . den went home. . . den den. . slept til 9. . . den . . well. . had 2 do y F&N . .. so i stayed up late . . til 2am doing it. . really i did. . was suffering frm flu liao la. . den. . morning. . woke up at 7 la!. . gosh. . (supposed 2 wake at 5.30 everyday) yeah. . den. . sian tiao lor. . by then. . the late night had aggravate my flu la. . now i had sore throat, running nose(which made mi run 2 the nearest toilet roll every few mins) headache and many many more! . . den. . hais. . my mum so nice. . wanted 2 fetch mi there. . but. . hais. . 4get it la. . late le. . so went 4 breakfast with Aunt Florence haha. . . funny la. . den. . . poly lor. . . gosh. . how depressing. . . . 9.09-11.24 in the bloody poly. . wad the heck. . . ppl prolly get more viruses from the unhealthy air there la! zzz den. . took a horrible trip back home. . . zzzz(tho esh's CARING msg was comforting. . .) =)) yeah. . den. . slept till 3 . . and . . . F&N-ing la. . tml last day 2 hand in my coursework. . hais. . . O lvl fail liao la!. . .zzz argh! -glum Monday, April 23, 2007
okok. . i sooo gota lotta stuff 2 blog abt. . hahha. . ok. . um. . . hmmm. . ok. . 1stly. .. my mum accepted christ yesterday in church la. . while aunty jenny rededicated her life 2 god. . . ok. . while i'm typing. .. well. . i;m super super excited. . . and happy. . i;m overjoyed. . . i;m so so glad for her. .. been praying for quite some time already. . but. .. well. .. . . i hope u sense my overflowing joy at this . .. but the thing is. . . i . . i;m not showing it. . . really. . i;m so so happy but. . i find it hard 2 show by my body language.. . my facial expression. .. it just doesnt show la. . really. .. i seem bored and uninterested ,. . . but i;m not. . . hais. . why why why. . . i feel sickened and i'm not proud of my attitude. . . hais. . okok. . well. . umum.. . friday . . um. . kinda 4gt wad happned. . but. . er . . . oh ya. . went 2 CP 2 study and go look for a present for alvin with cass and wy la. . . yeah. . den. . . as they had HAD 2 go have dinner with ms lim (LAO SHI!) den den. . hahs. . er er. . . well. . seeing that i was alone for that loong while. .. i went 2 BK la. . 2study. . den. . well. . ordered sum burger. . well. . i realise that i'm actuallt changing. . well. . i've stop ordering food that i ALWAYS order. . as in. . more adverturous(sp) liao la. . hahah. . yeah,. . den. . well. . this made mi very very happy. . . whoo hooo. . . onion ring in fries!! gosh. . told u i'm easily satisfied! haha  yeah. .den. . studied for.. . er-hem 7++ til 9+ . . whoo siao hor? yeah. . . wad sia. . . so long. . and chiong math and chem too. . kinda proud of that. . haha den den. . um. . sat. . . well. . . hmmmm went for revelations class. . was. . really nice and good la. . really it was. . loved it. . i went there expecting to fall asleep and all. .. but sitting beside Dan Khong. .haha. . how 2 slp sia. . den. . haha. . well. . it . . actually. . .. was. .. .very,. . . . very. .. . GOOD. .HAHAH yep. . and so was tribe meet. . . gosh. . i soo soo love my tribe la ya ya. . they all rawk! hahah., . yep. . . which makes mi look foward 2 the tribe meeting. . which. . . according 2 wy. . . is 4days 3 nights. . . which. . hmm. . honestly. . i dunt think i;ve EVER been to a camp which is. . so long (1day not alot la really ) heh. . its always 3days 2 nitez isnt it? hehe. . . yeah hahas. . yeah. . gosh. . so exited abt it. . but. . well. . . hmmm. . . its in june sia. . T.T. . . . hope its with. . well. . cass or any purple liner la. . really hope so! hahahs. . whoo. . . yeah yeah. . . that'll make the camp like. . . super super rawking la! hahas. . yeah. . pray pray. . den. . after tribe meet. . . took bus with. . .. joey/wj/wl/ky/oli+ mi, leo and ugin la. . haha yeah. . den. . hahas. . was fun la. . hahas. . SUNDAY! hahas. . . went early 2 study la. . . kelvin was very very thorough with vectors la. . haha. . now i do know! hahahs. . yeah. . den den. . well. . the prayer b4 service thingy. . . haha. . was late for that cuz i saw wy+cass. .. and chloe and charlene hahas. . seldom see them in church. . . nice change la. . hahas. . the C-C sisters! hahahs, , jk. . . HI CHARLENE! . . hahha den den. . er er. . . service rawked realyl it did. . the worship rawked. . . the everything rawked. . . hahas. . den den. . . went 2 city hall with ugin and mum for sum food b4 going home BLOCK OF WOOD/clock!  I SOOO WAN THIS pencil case la! i like the spongy feel !!!  nice cross  . . where i slept b4 going out for finner with the WHOLE family. . (dats pretty rare .. . ) den den. . . went 2 BOTAK JONES AGAIN! . . needless 2 say. . i spammed pix of EVERY thing there. . hahas. . yeah. . . whoo hooo. . u'd better have eaten b4 u see this. . hahas. .            cant be bothered 2 caption the food. . wads there 2 say! it rawks la! hahas yeahs RANDOM My foolscap pad in the marshmallow packet dat the F&N teahcer gave us. . haha!  Shawn. . .need is say more? heh  The flooding began. . hahas. . . sec 5 liao leh!  and i kena-ed a few lians 2 day. . . hais. . north vista girls are so so wack. . haha. . oh well. . yeah. . shant elaborate cuz. . well. . . pai seh 2 sum1 la. . hehe. . . cass will prolly tell the whole world la. .. XD yeah. . . oh. . cass. . . um. . UR HAIR RAWKS YA! XD try 2 salvage the pride eh. . HEHE hair = dignity? not true. . juz look at pads! ^^ Thursday, April 19, 2007
ok. . i JUST woke up. . and i mean. . 4 minz ago la. . . i had a dream. . . and its soo sooo um. . wordly. .. yeah how do i put it. . . ok. . . since its JUST a dream. . heck la.. . doesnt reflect how i feel does it? after all we dunt have control of them. ok. . um. . . i was. . in . .like. . hmm. . east coast. . .then. . . there was this. ... tower. . . a fat and tall tower in a clearing where people climbed in using the stairs built at the SIDES of the tower yeah. . . yeah. .. then. . people were climbing in and over into the tower. . . so i advanced towards it and started 2 climb. . .as i did. . i realised the ground was made of straw. . which cracked and started 2 break as i stepped up each step of stairs. . . then. . . even though every step i took was breaking. . i didnt start 2 run. . but maintained my speed. . . there was no fear of falling all the way down. . once at the top. . it looked like. . um as if u entered the national stadium and the ppl crowding around the stage worshipping yep . . . ok. . . (gosh i am very serious now. . notice the lack of "lols" yep. . straightfaced ) where i was with. . um. . . ok i cant state the name here. . .(even tho its so clear 2 mi dispite it being a dream) clue: purple liner haha yeahs. . we were at Hougang interchange bustop. . and there was even a pasar-malam behind us. . . then. . she was feeling very sad. . . and i saw the tears. . . instinctively. ... i wiped her tears away. . and . . . sat there talking. .. juz talking and consoling her juz like normal friends do. . . (no immoral thoughts here) then. . .well. . . hmmm juz talking. . then she became quiet. . . and she kissed me once on my cheek. . . bemused, i smiled at her. . . then she looked me in the eyes and said " i love you" and started kissing me again. . .. ( i was prolly smiling in my sleep at this point of time) then. . well. . . um. .. then. .. we were at a beach. . . holding hands and walking barefooted in the sand. .. where the beach stretched out for miles till we dissapeared into the horizon with her in my arms. . then. .. i was with a classmate this time. . . we were in a bus. . . juz talking pics of each other and making cute faces. . .. and being steads, we took liquid paper and drew "joey and $#^%$&$ forever,(insert date here) "and drew a heart around it. .hhaha. . how cliche. . den. . um. . . ya. . .the double decker in which we were in was empty. . juz the two of us. .. with her head on my shoulder and talking without a care in the world .. then, i woke up. . .. . i woke up feeling good. ... feeling loved .. . feeling great.. . . then. .. well. . . i realise it was ONLY a dream. . . well. . i was contemplating if i should blog about it. .. but something in me. . . .well. . . i had a sudden urge to blog and there was an urgency 2 do it too. . before the dream faded outta my mind la. . . yeahh. . . thats about it la. .... yeah . . . it was. . . just a dream. . . . yep. .. um. . ok. . back 2 the real world stuff. . um. .. school. . . well. . . school was ok la. . . after recess. . .went 2 play soccer. . was uber fun and i love playing with my classmates. . . just my classmates. . . haha. . . how else do you bond other than over soccer? heh. . then. . went 2 class. . . and since teacher wasnt there. . we went to. . . um change la. . den. . er. . . we got kicked outta class la. . . around the 11 of us. . . which was around 1 third of the class lor. . haha. . den. . we sat there. . then . . sum sharp guy spotted mr Zul (DM) walking around the school inspecting. . . wah siao liao!! haha then. . . hillarious. . . den den. . when he juz stepped towards our classroom. . wah we so hum. . run like shit sia! den. . when he passed. . we went back. . . ol. . it was crazy la. . . and hillarious too. . like survival in the wild loddat. . hahaha. . . whoo hoo. . . we guys rawk. . .haha. . the long wait for the safe bell at 12.30 took darn long la. . haha. . .yeah. . then when the bell rang. . well. . um. . . we were like. . whoo hoo!! LEVEL CLEARED!! hehe. . gosh. . love my class and the trouble we get into. . heh. . . yep dats abt it la. . . then had this sec 2 performance involving sum gay dance instructor. . .who s dancing would put any bar-top dancer 2 shame. . hahah. . yeah. . i got the sexy vid too! btw he danced with his sexy dance in front of hundreds of ppl hehe. . he rawks. . yeahl. . . dats all. . of to do F&N now. . planning. .z zzz Wednesday, April 18, 2007
I find these gay words . . um. . cool and meaningful. . really. . I promise you my heart I promise you my life I promise we'll never be apart I promise not to hurt you I promise to never make you cry I promise to always trust you I promise not to lie I promise you forever I promise to do things right I promise to always be there I promise until the end I promise to be your best friend I promise this forever your the PEANUT to my BUTTER your the STAR to my BURST your the POP to my TART your the MILKY to my WAY your the FRUIT to my LOOP your the LUCKY to my CHARMS your the ICE to my CREAM but mostly.... your the BEST to my FRIEND (tho u see it everywhere in friendster) hmm. . school. . was pretty fun and ok and all. . yeah. . got free ice-cream frm mr selva. . .hahha. . well. . its like bribery. . . but. . then again. . i now feel like i really wanna do his hw cuz. . his own money 2 buy ice cream leh. . . gosh. . respect sia! . . haha. . yep. . i'll now put in much more effort in phy! (TRY) yep. . juz got the avril songz frm esh!! whoo hooo wah. . she rawks la. . but. . hais. . . 2pid windows. . . cant put into hp sia. . argh!! haha oh well. . got lotsa new songz!! whoo hoo. . hahas XD btw. . .www.aalteam.blogspot.com if ur super bored. . go read. . haha thx 2 ming han for this ya. . =) crazy nigel. .  need i say more?  see mi there? whoo so act dao la!  gordo. . . and his teeny cone  Ice-Cream POSERS!!! hahas. . jk. . .  whole class. . look closely. .every1 has a cone in hand  mine and shawns. . how gay!  to conclude. . . nigel once more!  msn-ed with cass for . . um. . 4 hours? wao. . heck. . . easy 2 lose track of time when chatting 2 her. . XD =) GO EMO-LIAN! hehe. .. yeah. . she rawks too Tuesday, April 17, 2007
oh ya. . on sunday. . . i felt fear. . dread. . . angst. . . and more dread. . .. for a while i didnt know why. . . then i realised that. .. monday, poly started. . .. . and a teeny bit of me knew that my friends would be. .. ya know. . making lotsa lotsa good friends. . and. . . welll. . . i felt like i was losing them la. . . and that isnt very comforting . . . they'll be busy and all too. . . and and. . hais. . . i felt a sense of loss. . . and helplessness. . haix. . . yeah. . . feel as if i'm being left behind in a race . . . but its my fault for nt studying and all. . . so . . well. . . drifted off to sleep with a great sense of unease. .. -feel a liddle better after this tho with trembling fingers i opened it with my heart drumming i took it out then. . BUAY TAHAN LIAO. . . took out the bloody CD and played it with my unworthy Discman 6.48pm til 7.21pm. .. during that time yesterday, i was high on rock. . . i was soaking in the emo. . . and with good reason too! hais. . this was wad i took at 7.23 onwards hahas,. . . hais. . Esh's. . .argh cant open. . .zzz  rawks  chio    haix. . . 56 bucks. . . 56!! like. . WTH 56!!   hmm. . worth is la. .  they rawk. . .(theyd better. . $34? they'd better rawk)  SUNDAY! well. . . church was ok and fun. . . slacked with the smart kidzz. . den. . um. . cass's dad dropped us at IKEA's bustop. . Jenson's emo pic. .(backgroud's nice tho)  den mi,wy and jenson took bus 2 CP la. . den. . well. . i randomly treated wy 2 bubble tea. . . wad was i thinking. . loL. .. prolly the appreciation and respect from the chem work that i did thanx 2 her. .hahah yeah. . den. . went out 4 dinner. . went 2 this cool place called. . . . Botak Jones. . well bascically a restaurant in a coffee shop with low prices la. . den. . the food looked sumting like dis. .   hahaha! whicked eh!! eat ur heart out!!! OR. . u could simply go there. . . in AMK i guess. . hahas. . yeah. . 2day. . boring. . . blooody skipping did this 2 mi WTH   3 slackers in action  sexy car i saw at orchard  Saturday, April 14, 2007
ok. . yesterday. . hais. . was super good fun. . . though. . well./ . weird la. . . hahah. . had school friends and church friends 2gether. .haha. . to go 2 church concert thingy la. . . well. . hmm. . in church joey and in school joey. . . well. . nt da same. . really. . . so. . was. . werid. . i . . felt. . ( for juz a short while. . ) hmm. . felt . . lost. . like. . which joey is this? LOL. . some may get what i mean. . . sum wont. .. yeah. . . like. . weird. . hence. . . its hard 2 be ur self when u dunno which (urself) 2 be. . HAHAHAH gosh . . dats deep .. . . ( 2 mi it is). . Den. . .dinner. . . concert. . . bus. . . supper. . . home. . . yeah. . kinda. . . anyways. . i'll let the pics do da talking. . hehe. . . took mi 45mins 2 put them in order la. . gosh. . . U ALL BETTER APPRECIATE IT SIA! haha. . yeah. . . YU HUAA. .HAHA     shawn: now dats mi in the vid kicking ass    The pretty ladiess FROM CHURCH!  2 shy. . 1 aint. . guess hu  super sexy light bandz in da dark  still very sexy light bandz  The very pretty ladiess  The very pretty ladies 2  The smile until cannot take it liao pic  When pastor spoke.. . .(1)   The preety. . . and. . hais SHUAI gay/emo/dude  same pic. . juz added more gay to it   Miss "pic spammer. . "   Super Shuai. . and the Super Chio. . HEHE! whoo hoo  Notice ONLY my face is ok. . the rest are pretty wacked. . hehe. . esp esh's  Long Wait  Shawn's kung fu thingy which he failed cuz he's scared of heights? LOL!   Girls bond veri easily. . . 5 mins. . and besties already hehe  OH SO typical of WL la. . hhehe. . . poor esh. . LOL!  AWWW!!! poor shawn. . .  GOsh. . forced-to-be-gay time. . hahas. . sticked out my tongue.. . (which i NEVER EVER DO)    UBER cool pic i took of JAMIE and shawn's jeans and converse shoess hahas whoo OWN!  Esh's scary eyes  Candid photo by JAMIE!     2day. . . dinner. .. Nasi Goreng PATTAYA ( promise u no prok. . HAHA)  well. . sum random bug was crawling at the side of the curry . . .den. . . it randomly did a backflip rite smack into the centre of the curry la. . . it then struggled a bit before it died. .. dunno wether it was the chilli, or if it drowned. . either way. . it aint cool 2 die in curry. . . so. . "little buggy.. . this is for ya. ."  YEP. . gosh. . that took veri veri long. . . worth tagging isnt it? =) so plz do hahahs . . nitez all. . =) ( i think my bro read the bottom entry,. .. cuz he's being so nice. . cuz. HE GAVE MI 2 TIX 2 THE SPIDERMAN 3 MOVIE! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA MUAHHAHA GOSH. . WOOW. . I SOO OWE HIM. . i'll be super nice 2 him. . well more than dat. . i 'll be more more nice 2 him for dat. . hahahha yeah. . promise i will. . . not cuz of the tix. . but the effort of giving that i appreciate la. . THX BRO) |
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