VERY immensely depressing. really. i was actually SAD today.
ME! i'm NEVER sad! but but. tried so hard for this FTT. and failing makes it seem like all that time studying was ALL wasted. hate it.
plus side, used the , well "anger" to row. quite good. heh imagine if i used it to fight. haha! good rowing today. not good results la, but was so angry at myself, i didnt really get tired. heh good sign.