john and i were lookin at pics of seniors when they were in the freshie team of DB. heh it was pretty encouraging to see look so weak and loser-ish.
i stayed home all day today. . . just to watch movies and . . well waste life away. yes, waste.
felt rather unproductive really. . . and after watching the bucket list, gawsh i had to reflect on my life and thought about the two Egyptian Heaven questions.
"Have you found Joy?" "Have you Brought joy to others?"
both arent really easy to answer are they?
i'm pretty down right now and very very lonely. and i dont like it one bit.